The Boy I Admire[ON HOLD AND NEEDS EDITING]

He doesn't even know my name

"Ok Jess, cut it out. He is not even inlove with you."

Caroline stated sharply, interrupting me from staring at my crush...Jaden Scott.

Caroline was my bestie since preschool...to be precise.

"JESSAMIE BARR!" She finished and I jumped out of my thoughts.

" I know Carol...just let me keep on imagining." I slurred, staring deeply at my crush..Jaden.

The heartthrob of all the girls in Partridge high.

I sipped the last bits of strawberry milkshake with my straw as I stared deeply at  him.

The sight of him made my stomach churn with intimidation or excitement. 

His dark cute and charming eyes which I can't differentiate between green or sky-blue that glows anytime he smiles, his blonde-brown hair, his pink lips, his charming voice that sends shivers down my spine.

"Hi Jess..." Louis said as he registered himself in the seat that was close to me. Louis was my boyfriend...I mean my guyfriend.

He was more like a boy friend but trust me, he's not.

He was close friends with Jaden.  More like best friends.

"Hi Louis...how's it going?" I asked.

" I'm cool. I brought some chocolates for you." He announced as he slid the big heart-shaped box out of his back bag.

" Awwn it's my favorite! " I exclaimed then he smiled at me. I opened the box then I grabbed a piece as I slowly chucked it into my mouth.

It was indeed tasty...

Louis and I talked and we laughed and cracked some jokes together even though we are used to that already.

Sometimes I usually think he has some feelings for me. Since grade 10, he had always tried courting me but I couldn't find a way of accepting him. Now we are in our final year.

All I wanted was Jaden. .. only him. It's like I'm obsessed.

" Hi Jaden" Louis waved, bringing me out of my dramatic thoughts.

Wait a shit...did I just hear Jaden? Where the hell is he...oh my gosh, Jaden! Where is...oooh he's right here.

Right next to Louis...not noticing me. He does that most of the time and sees me as a pretty ghost.

Then our gazes met and locked.

" Oh hi there...uhm...Jasmine! "

"Its Jessamie bro...you keep forgetting that!" Louis corrected.

Yea that's one of the reasons why he could never fall inlove with me...I thought.

JESSAMIE BARR! BE IN THE REAL WORLD...LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD...YOURE INLOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T EVEN KNOW YOU WELL!!!... my brain lectured.

Shut up brain...its not like you know better...I snapped back.

Pretty weird..that's how I like myself.

" JESSAMIE! " yea that definitely wasn't my brain or my mind. It was Louis.

I forgot to mention, I space out a lot which you really may be getting fond of.

"Uhn...I'm sorry, you lost me." I said then I blinked rapidly.

" You really have to get yourself checked about that spacing out sickness of yours!" Louis said and I giggled.

" It's not a sickness dude, it happens when you think too much." I corrected. My gaze turned at Jaden.

" Ok we have to leave now, we might be late for classes." Louis announced. He registered a soft kiss on my forehead which I took lightly...as a friendship stuff.

I buried my face in my hands then I tried to take in what has just happened as Louis and Jaden left.

"Hey girl!" Caroline screamed, startling my hearts out as she'd just arrived from the long line.

" When will you learn Carol!!" I asked and she giggled.

" When you learn to conquer your fear...I mean the one you have for that Jaden guy." She said.

" I'm not scared of him...just shy." I said .

" Exactly babe, you're getting too shy about just one crush. If you want him to fall head over heels for you, you'll need a light makeover and you've gotta trim your hair lady or curl it."

She said, playing with my pretty long and shiny brown hair that I'd always pack up into a bun.

" I like my hair this way Caroline. ..I think its o.k thank you very much..." I replied as I snatched my silken hair away from her grip, caressing it softly like it was a cat's fur. "Don't mind her baby...she's just jealous of you." I said to my hair crazily and she giggled.

" Oh gosh...I befriended a psycho." She muttered under her breath,making it difficult to hear clearly.

" Same here one eye demon!!" I said then we laughed hard.

"Oooh chocolate! " she noticed the box Louis gave to me then she picked it up like a child that had just seen candy for the first time.

" You can have the rest...I'm done. " I said.

" Given to you by your admirer...uhn?" She teased.

" He's a guyfriend Carol...get that into your large and empty skull.!" I teased.

"He likes you girl...you just cant see that." She said and I rolled my eyes.

The alarm went off then we left the lunch room #cafeteria.

Thanks for reading...end of chapter