Summer

The hardest decision.

*recap

"By the time dinner was ready I think I had finally made my decision I was going to pick....."

I spent all day trying to think of a good reason to pick Troy but I couldn't come up with anything. I really liked Troy but I had no good reason to pick him over Isaac. Isaac was my idea of perfection. He made my darkest days seem so beautiful. I had to pick Isaac but everything was telling to pick Troy. I had known him way longer than I had Issac. I knew what he was like! I don't think he would hurt me again.

I went to school the next day still not 100% sure if I had made the right decision or not. Isaac and Troy where both waiting for me by my locker just as I thought they would. Mel was talking on the phone, probably to one of the girls to tell them what was going on.

My stomach felt like it had gotten up and left. I had never felt this nervous in my life. "So who will it be babe?" of course Troy was the first one to ask. He was always so cocky. I guess what I kinda liked about him. "Look I really don't know Troy, you guys are my best friends. I don't want to lose either of you as a friend. I don't know whether I have made the right decision or not but I pick..." I paused for a long time. " I pick Isaac, I'm.. Im.. Ehh.. Im.. so sorry Troy but I can't be hurt again. I have to much to look forward to and I don't want to make the same mistake twice." "I get, I get where you're coming from but please. Please all I need is a second chance and I can fix everything. Remember how perfect we used to be. All those long nights, being so cute." These words just rolled off the tip of his tongue like it meant nothing to him. Like he had said this way to many times before.

I was going to stay with Isaac. Way to much has happened in my life and I was pretty sure Isaac would never hurt me like Troy did. Only time will tell if I had made the right desicion or not.

The day was really slow we had double math sport and English. I was exited for sport because it was hockey session. That meant Mel would finally play. I really do wonder sometime how she even passed that class.

Mr. Loco paired Mel and I up like he always did. He thought I could make her participate more. Everyone knew Mel only did what Mel wanted to. Issac and Troy where put together. "Now this could be interesting." "Mel!"

That girl could never keep her mouth shut to save her life sometimes.I knew school would be a little more dificult than normal having my 2 best friends practicly hating each other. All because I had to pick between them. why did the boys feel the need to do this?

The day went by pretty well. No big arguments nor fightes. After school Issac and I went to the shops and I got some new clothes. Issac well of course he got video games. After we finished shopping we went to Issacs and we played some of the new games he got.

Mum came and picked me up at 5 and we went to a restrunt for dinner. Mum stopped off at home so I could put some clean clother on. Dinner was amazing as always. Mum always knew where the best restrunts where, even if we did have to drive a bit. When I got home I noticed I had a few text and missed calls from Issac.

I had a shower put on my pink fluffy pjs and called Issac back. "Hey babe" is the first thing I hear on the other end of the phone. Ahh how I love this life already. There is no better feeling than having someone happy to be with you.

I sat on the phone for about an hour. We said goodnight to each other and I went to bed. Sleep fell easily over me like it did when I was with Troy. He always sent me a text goodnight an I always slept better when he did.

For the next few weeks life was but a dream! Waking up to cute text and going to bed with an ever cuter text! What more could a girl want. Well a girl could want a boyfriend who text her durring the day, yeah that would be nice.

Issac was perfect apart from his lack of texting me back. We would have our good days and our bad days. Most days where good. The occasional fight here and there.

On Saturday morning I had organized for Me, Mel and Issac to go out for lunch and do some shopping.

I picked up Mel and we where meting Issac at the shops. We here driving, talking about everything that had happened in the last few week. "We have had a really crazy week, hey summer" "yeah but it can only go up from here right" I was never one to try and bring myself down but I did it a lot. I did promise myself that I wouldn't so I am trying.

We parked the car right at the back I didn't like people near my car! As we where walking toward the entry I saw Issac's car. I got a little exited all of a sudden. He was no where to be seen though.

We started to walk around the shopping centre waiting for him to text me back to find him. It has been over an hour. Mel and I where starting to get bored, we had bought new clothes and had lunch. We basically walked all around the shops and we hasn't seem him. "Maybe it wasn't his car" "No Mel I know his car! and that was defiantly it!" "maybe he forgot his phone?" I think Mel worked out that I was mad. I had basically been stood up on my second day out with him as a 'couple'.

Just as we wher about to leave Mel acidently walked into me. "Uhhhh Summer you might want to take a look at this" "Mel we are going end of descusion." Her voice did seem a little worried but I was tired and wanted to go home. "No summer you should really look at this." I turned around to see what Mel was looking at. I just wanted to turn away and run out crying, but then agian I wanted to hit someone. I was never a vilont person but well now I think I will reconcider that.