When He Disappeared

Chapter 19

The rest of the day was a blur, Blaine couldn't get the thought of Kurt's song and Tina's action out of his head. He went home and went straight to his room. He ignored all the homework he had and went to lie on his bed. A million thoughts we're going through Blaine's mind.

What was Kurt's song about?

Was his song about me?

Was everything that Tina said correct?

Why did Tina kiss me?

Blaine's mind was really confused, he couldn't focus on anything. He needed to talk to someone about everything in his mind, maybe he could call Sam.

As if on cue, his door barged open and his goofy best friend, Sam, was standing at his door. Blaine sat up and stared at the boy.

"Your mom let me in." Sam said, breaking the silence. Blaine nodded and Sam shut Blaine's bedroom door, then walked over and sat on Blaine's bed. Blaine looked at Sam curiously, waiting for him to say something.

"Sorry for coming here without any warning. But I saw you walk out of a classroom, then Tina walking out crying 5 minutes later... I also want to talk about Kurt's song." Sam said. Blaine sighed and fell back on his bed.

"Ask away." Blaine said, knowing that Sam had many questions. Sam sighed and looked down at Blaine.

"Why was Tina crying?" Sam asked, assuming it was the easiest question to answer. Blaine groaned and put his hands on his face.

"Tina wanted me to explain what Kurt's song was about." Blaine said simply. Sam eyed him suspiciously.

"That doesn't explain why she was crying." Sam said quietly. Blaine sighed and sat up.

"She got angry at me because of Kurt's song. She started saying that Kurt's a bad person and that he's not good for me. I got angry and asked her who will be good for me. Then... then she said that it was her, that she was the one for me. And... and she... kissed me." Blaine said quietly. Sams eyes went wide and he stared at Blaine. Blaine looked down at his lap, not wanting to look Sam in the eyes.

"She... she kissed you. What did you do?" Sam asked quietly. Blaine looked down, slightly ashamed by the way he handled the situation.

"I pushed her away and looked at her like she was insane. That's when she started crying." Blaine said. Sam nodded in an understanding manner. Blaine felt ashamed, sure what Tina done was wrong, but Blaine still felt bad about how he reacted.

"Don't feel bad Blaine, she knows that you don't feel that way about her. She shouldn't have forced her feelings onto you." Sam said. Blaine nodded and gave Sam a fake smile. There was silence between them, Blaine knew that Sam had another question.

"What is happening with you and Kurt?" Sam asked. Blaine groaned louder than before, not annoyed at Sam, but just annoyed with the question. He hated this question, why couldn't everyone just leave them alone?

"Nothing is going on between me and Kurt. We're friends, that's it. I won't deny that my song was about Kurt, but don't tell anyone that. I... I do have feelings for Kurt, but I know that I can't act on them. I'm not sure about Kurt's song, but I have a feeling it was about me." Blaine said, he probably could have explained it better, but he didn't want Sam knowing too much. Sam nodded slightly, looking at Blaine.

"Well, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here dude." Sam said. Blaine nodded and smiled at Sam.

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Blaine walked into school on Friday, he needed to talk to Kurt. He walked through the halls, trying to find his friend. He didn't have long before the warning bell, but he needed to find Kurt. Blaine's eyes scanned everywhere, weaving through the numerous students standing in the halls. Blaine couldn't find Kurt anywhere though. The last place he looked was under the bleachers. He walked out to the football track and made his way to the entrance under the bleachers. Blaine looked around, and saw in the corner, a body sitting there, smoking a cigarette. Blaine quickly recognised him and walked over to them.