The Love I Hate (𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓪)

chapter 22

Mattia pov:
at this point i was driving mindlessly. i look around and i realize i have no idea where i am. i grab my phone and i look on my map to see where i am and i realise i am across town from my house, as i put my phone down i saw the file folders that y/n took from the gas station i grabbed them and hesitated to open them. Is this right? should i be reading this? all these questions ran through my head but i ended up opening it pushing all the questions to the back of my head. as i opened the file folder it wasn't mafia related, i looked at the documents and realized they were payments but of what?

Y/n Pov:
i woke up my head hurt from the crying and my eyes were very red and poofy. i had forgotten i was at the hotel so i freaked out for a second. i looked at my phone i had a few texts from the girls and one missed call from my mother. i should call her back.

Call with mom:
m: hey sweetie
y/n: what's up
m: i have bad news
y/n: what is it?
m: kevin was killed by the italians
y/n: oh ok
m: ok? thats it he was your friends
y/n: no mom he was my ally besides death is part of this life
m: y/n your father made that alliance so you need to respect that and help his family
y/n: HIS FAMILY, what have they ever done for us??
m: you better watch your tone hound lady
y/n: you know what i'm not gonna argue with you mom
*hang up*

ughhhh i hate this bullshit. i'm the leader and i know things she doesn't so i wasn't going to argue with her. don't get me wrong i love my mother she's all i have left but she never really took part in this mafia stuff she just knew who our allies were but she never got involved. which is why i had to take over. i started looking at the messages the girls had sent me.

messages from bbg's
avani: hey girl wya?
maddison: are you with mattia
avani: text us when you see this
sent 1 hour ago
y/n: hey yea i'm safe but no i'm not with mattia i'll explain later

i get up from the bed and i realize i left the documents in Mattia's car. OH no no noooo. this was bad i hope he hasn't gone through them. those documents hid my biggest secret, that i never told anyone the only person that knew was my brother. as all the worries started to go through my head i heard a knock at the door. i got my gun and looked through the little peak of the door and i saw it was the kairi and ale. i opened the door they seemed surprised to see me.
"hey guys what's up?" i say
"uh we need to talk to mattia" ale says
"he's not here" i say
"he said he was with you" kairi says confused
"he was but he left"i say bluntly
"uh do you know where he is" they ask at the same time
"nope we kinda got into a fight" i say emotionless
"oh uh ok thx" kairi says i smile and i start to close the door until ale stops it with his foot
"what?!" i ask annoyed
"aren't you gonna ask where the girls are?" he says
"uh no cause i could just text them, anyways bye" i say as i close the door and i hear a knock again.
"omfg what now?!" i say impatiently
i realize who it is
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" mattia yells barging into the room and slamming the door shut
"what are you talking about?" i say calmly
he holds up the folder i left in his car.
"listen mattia it's a family matter" i say trying to grab the folder from his hand but he lifts it up higher
"oh really? family matter my ass"he says
"look mattia i'm not gonna share my personal business with you" i say rolling my eyes
"who's alexis?" he asks grabbing my face so i have no other choice but to look in his eyes
"Who Is She?" he asked me again in a harsher tone
"mattia your hurting me let go" i say trying to get away from his grip
"just tell me who she is god damnit" he says getting angry
"no one important" i say as i get free from is grip
"if she's not important then why do you send 100,000 dollars monthly to her name" he asks
"and not just that you have a whole recording of health things and personal things about her" he continues
"she's a friend ok there" i say lying
"who knows about this?" he asks
"no one." i say looking down
"who knows about this?" he asks again
"my brother" i say sincerely
"who else?" he asks me more calmly
"that's it i swear" i say

Mattia pov:
i could tell she was lying about who this alexis was. there was only two years of records about payments. so i looked at her deep in the eyes and asked her.
"who is alexis? the truth please." i say in the calmest voice
she starts sobbing and i hug her. she pulls away and sits on the bed and pats the seat next to her so i sit down. she looks up at me with fear in her eyes.
"she's my daughter" she says as my eyes widen.