The Love I Hate (𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓪)

chapter 9

Mattia POV:
"he's in the hospital" cynthia says as she smiles
"who?" i ask worried
"the leader of the mexican mafia" she says chuckling
"WHAT?!?" i exclaim
"Y/N dad?" i ask
"duh" she responded

a piece of my heart broke when i thought of the pain y/n was going through. Stop thinking that mattia she's the ENEMY, i think to myself

"MATTIA??!"cynthia says as i snap out of my thoughts
"huh?" i say with my eyes wide open
"we're you listening?" she asks annoyed
"uh no sorry" i say with a shy smile
"i asked when your gonna finish off that stupid cartel by eliminating y/n" she said
"when i find her" i say dryly
"easy she's at the hospital" cynthia points at her phone.

i can't bring myself to do it but i had to prove to my dad that i am not weak so i got my car keys and walk out.

Y/n POV:
"WHERE IS MY DAD" i yell at the nurse
"name please" she says
"Pablo valentino" i say wanting a response
"relation?" she said getting on my nerves
"DAUGHTER NOW LET ME SEE HIM"i say with tears and rage in my eyes
"y/n calm down" avani says behind me
"how can i CALM DOWN AVANI" i say looking back at her
"this way" the nurse says as i follow her

i walk into the room the nurse had pointed at i could not believe what i saw. my dad laying there heart beat very weak and i look at the doctor
"will he be ok?" i ask
"he lost a lot of blood and at his age a bullet wound can be critical" he says with his head down
"will he need surgery?" i ask
"yes but there are risks." he says
"what kind of risks?" i ask anxious
"well we can leave the bullet but the bullet will shift and in the future it may cause irreparable damage" he says
"what's the second option?" i ask with tears in my eyes
"we can try and take the bullet out but the surgery is long and he might not pull through due to the amount of blood he lost." as those words came out of his mouth i felt my head spin i look at my dad on the bed. i break into tears as my mom walks in the room and came to hug me
"hey everything will be ok mija" she says

As i am crying the doctor explains everything again to my mother and i can see the heart break in her eyes.
"do th-e surgery" i hear my dads voice
i look up right away and smile
"your awake" i say smiling
"mija i want the surgery" he said in a weak voice
"pablo it's dangerous" my mom says
"i know but i don't want metal in my body" he says
"papa you could die" i say with tears in my eyes
"mija if i don't make it you take over i've trained you well enough and you will have the girls to help you" he says with a smile
"don't say that papa, i need you i already lost luciano i can't lose you too" i say with tears streaming down my face
"hey i'll always be with you ok don't worry about me" he says
"hell be fine mija he's strong" my mother says grabbing my hand
"ok fine" i say as i nod at the doctor
"i'll be waiting right out side papa" i say as he nods

Mattia pov:
i park my car as i walk into the hospital. i see y/n her eyes are puffy she catches my eyes we interlock eyes and i can't look away. i see her walking toward me and she pushes me into the closet empty room.
"i said i would kill you the next time i saw you" she says with a mad look
"i promised my self i would do it when i see you too" i say looking straight i to her eyes
"then do it mattia" she says provoking me
i can't move i froze as she pulls a gun out.
"where are your balls now Big Boy" she says still looking into her eyes
"hmm your lucky we are in a hospital and i can't do it here" she says as he starts walking away
"maybe next time" she says almost at the door

i quickly grab her wrist and spin her around and smash my lips onto hers. she doesn't stop me on the contrary she pulls me closer as if she missed my touch. our tongues fight for control and i let her win. this girl was amazing i don't care if she was the enemy in that moment i needed her. i start to move down her neck and i find her sweet spot and she moans softly.

Y/n POV:
i let myself become weak once again under this mans touch. NO stop. i pull away and slap him.
"wtf" he says
"get out" i say
"i'm not leaving you right now" he says trying to hug me
"YOUR FRIEND DID THIS MATTIA" i yell
"she's not my friend she's my g-girl" he says embarrassed

WHAT I COULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT I HEARD. how could this be happening. no no no

"y/n look i didn't know any of this happened" he says
"just get out" i say coldly
"no i'm staying" i say holding my ground
"my whole family is here they all know who you are they would kill you" i say
"but i won't be with you i'll be in a different room" he says
"I DONT WANT YOU HERE, go back to your GiRlfRieNd" i say with a sarcastic tone
"i'm trying to help by being here for you" he says still insisting.
"well you shouldn't we are enemies so go back to comfort your girlfriend i know you heard the terrible news with her brother" i say smiling
"i dont want to go to her i want to stay with you" he says
"go before i make a call and kill kairi and ale" i say without hesitation
"you wouldn't" he says
i pick up my phone and make a call
" hey i have a favor" i say as mattia is looking at me with narrow eyes
"you remember the polibios" i continue
"i need you to get kai-" i say before mattia cuts me off
"ok ok i'll go" he says
"never mind thank you" i say hanging up
"your cruel" he says with a sad face
"never come near me again" i say with rage in my eyes.

he walks out the room as i follow but we walk separate ways. i walk back to the waiting room and i see kevin walk in
"hey" i say smiling
"hey i heard and came right away." he says hugging me
" thank you so much for coming" i say fining him a kiss on the cheek
(oh i forgot to mention you and kevin have gotten close *no you have not slept together* just friends)

MATTIA POV:
i walk out the room and look back at her as i walk out still shocked at what she was capable of. i turn around one last time and i see kevin salazar hug her and kiss her i couldn't help but feel jealous.

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hey guys i really hope you are enjoying this story please let me know cause idk if i should continue or not.