The Love I Hate (𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓪)

chapter 6

Mattia pov:
for a good ten minutes until i asked
"so where am i taking you?" i keep my eye on the road.
" i don't know" she said
"look i know your a fboy and i really enjoy our nights but i don't wanna do that anymore" she said hesitantly
"oh uh ok" i can't find words to say what i want to say
"um can we be friends i kinda need more of those" she says with a chuckle on her face.
"yea sure" i say kinda shocked

Three weeks later
Y/N POV:
i walk down to my kitchen as i see avani and madison look at me and smile
"morning bbg" avani says
"how do you feel" maddison asks
"fine why" i ask narrowing my eyes
"you've been kinda M.I.A lately ever since the dinner meeting with the salazars" she explains
it was true i blocked them out i never told them what happened with mattia and i want to keep it that way they know that i don't do feelings so if they found out who knows what they would do.
"yea it's just i'm i went back to see my brother" i say not wanting to tear up, they come up and try to hug me
"i'm fine girls i say pushing" them away

i walk out the kitchen and decide to text mattia, we've been hanging out and my feeling have only gotten stronger but i couldn't stay away.

Messages to mattia
y/n: hey wanna hang?
m: for sure
y/n: usual spot
m: see you in 10
read

MATTIA POV:
i get ready to meet y/n, we've been hanging out and she's is different then every girl i've slept with ever since she said she wanted to be friends we have not slept together. we've spent time as friends and that is good enough for me she makes me feel normal. as i walk out my room i bump i to kairi
" hey man" he dabs me up
"where to" be asked
"gonna go out and hang with y/n" i respond
"look i'm glad your happy but remember the life style your in" he says with a cautious voice

i walk into the ice cream shop and i see y/n sitting at the table i. the corner of the store.
"so what's today's plan" i say i her ear kinda frightening her a bit
"mattia wtf" she says turning around
"hmm let's go to the beach by the mall" she says with a smile on her face
"lead the way" i say as i open the door for her

we get in the car and i drive to the mall. we get off and she grabs my hand we walk in together.
"come help me choose" she asks holding up two blouses from the racks in a store
"i don't think you should be asking me for fashion advice" i say looking at her
"hmm your right" she says looking at my clothes up and down

after a few hours of this torture i whine
"can we got eat or something i'm Starving" i exclaim
"what a baby" i say in a mocking voice

we walk to the food court and i prefer chinese food and y/n gets pizza. i get a call
"sorry let me take this" i say she nods

Phone call:
m(mattia)
d(mattia dad)
m: what's up
d: where are you
m: with a friend
d: come home right now
m: dad i kinda can't what's going on
d: we need to talk
m: ok what about
d: just come home
m: i can't i'm with a girl
d: son you know how dangerous game
m: i know i know
d: just co-
m: what is it dad just tell me
d: we need to take care of the mexican mafias daughter
m: daughter?
d: yes they had a son but he was killed my the parkers
m: ok and what do you wanna do with the girl
d: kill her so they don't have a heir
m: but dad that's gonna start a war
d: don't question me
m: i'm not it's just... nvm just tell me her name and it's done
d: that's the problem we don't have her name
m: how am i supposed to kill her if idk who she is
d: i have ale and kairi working on it they'll send you a pic
m: fine can i got now?
d: yes son
end of call

i walk back to the table as i see y/n on the phone
"ok just send me a picture so i can get it done i have to go" she says with an angry face i look at her as i sit down
"hey everything good" i ask
"yea just family stuff" she said
"everything on with you"she asks putting her phone down
" just work you know" i say
" yes i understand" she says.

we continue eating our food and after we go to his car and we drive off
"where to know" i ask y/n
she looks at me and looks out the window and she directs me to a hotel.
i look at her as she gets out of the car and walks into the lobby i follow her
"a room please for one night" she tells the receptionist
"uh what are you doing" i ask her, although she ignored my question and payed for the room.
the receptionist gives her the key to a room and she grabs my hand and drags me across the lobby into an elevator
"mind tell me wh-" she doesn't let me finish my sentence when she smacks her lips on mine. she caught me by surprise but i don't pull away i pull her closer to me as he slides her tongue in my mouth.

Y/n POV
the elevator door opens and i pull away as i rush to the room to open it. idk what what took over me i need this man right here right now i had to have him. i finally get the door open and i pull him in and push him to the bed.
"nope not this time" he says flipping me over as he starts kissing me aggressively.

i start to take his shirt off to reveal his toned abs. he kisses my neck while i slightly moan. he starts to undress me and leaving marks on my neck and chest.
"i've missed you" he says while kissing me
"me too baby" i say trying to take his pants off.
he finally takes them off and i feel his never thought his underwear. he starts grinding on me and he i start to rub him thought his underwear. he starts going lower and removes my underwear and starts kissing my thighs. then then goes up and starts kissing my clit and licking it with no warning i let out a loud moan as i grip his hair and he moans in my clit making my whole body vibrate. he moves back up and he pulls down his boxers and slowly pushes himself inside me. i moan in pleasure and he starts picking up the pace and starts pounding inside of me.
"ma-ttia" i moan
"oh fuck" he moans breathlessly
i feel a knot forming in my stomach i'm about to release
"i'm gonna cu-m" i say
"go for it babe" he says as i release around him
he pulls out and releases all over my stomach. i realize get a tissue and wipe it off. he lays next to me.
"so uh" he says with a questionable tone
"i don't know" i say as i hear a ding from my phone
i get up and get it i see a message from avani. i walk back tot he bed and i hear mattia's phone go off too.

i open the message and i could believe what i saw.