Tell Me... Love is Endless...

Chapter 7

Silver and Casedrión sat at the table in silence. Only a few hours earlier they were fighting over a single decision that showed Silver had a heart for innocent people, now they sat silent.

"So... What were your parents like?" Casedrión asked as he leaned back watching the race trying to break the silence. "My father said that I was holy but mother said that I would burn..." Silver said in a low voice looking down. "My father said I was an angel, my mother said that I would turn." Silver continued as her face grew angry.

"So I believed these words and I turned on myself. 'Cause maybe she's right, maybe I'm worthless..." She said through tears, Casedrión felt the anger radiating off of her as he shrunk into his seat. "Or maybe she's wrong and my father was right I got a killer in me to give me purpose!" She said a little louder as she felt the force circle around her.

"Yes feel the conflict, turn!! You will turn!" A female voice said in her head, this voice was non other than her mom, her mother worked as a Resistance fighter and believed all of the First Order was scum. "Oh, I can feel a holy war, I can feel a holy war within..." Silver whispered under her breath. Her father appeared next to Casedrión, fear plastered on his face, he looked torn as Casedrión looked terrified. "Fight it Silv, she's not worth it." Hux said as he placed a arm on the chair Casedrión sat on. "No, I can't take a holy war, no, I can't take a holy war again..." She said louder, responding to her father.

"Is this what you wanted?" Her mother said in her ear, making Silver ignight with anger. "Silv, are you ok?" Casedrión asked as he placed a gloved hand on Silver's hands, that clenched tight on the table.

This was enough to tip Silver over the top. "I'm gonna bring a little hell. I'm gonna bring a little heaven!!" She yelled as she stood to her full height and looked at her mother and father.

The balcony was empty now, as the suns set and the moon came clear, "You just keep wanting more, with your blood and your whore!!" Silver yelled as she pointed into her mother's chest with her finger. "I'm gonna bring a little hell! I'm gonna bring a little heaven! It's a beautiful tragedy, you wanna be sick like me...'Cause I can bring a little hell" she said as she shrugged off her father's hand and turned to him, Casedrión stood confused, he couldn't see this happen but it was, and he had no idea how to help.

"Sylv, who are you talking to?" Casedrión said in a calm voice, walking to her side and resting a hand on her shoulder, "I was told that I was nothing. Yeah, I was told that I was so pure...And I was told that I was dirty...Yeah, I was told I was the cure..." Silver said through tears as she wrapped her arms around Casedrión and they sunk to the floor.

"I ask myself, am I God or Satan?
Am I the high, the low? I'm kriffen worth it
And I ask myself, am I love or hate?
You are the reason I have and why I can't quit..." She said as she gripped onto Casedrión with a strength only a force user can use. "Well, we can go back to the First Order and leave this here... How does that sound?" Casedrión asked as he combed through her curly hair, but she didn't melt into him like she did earlier...

No.

She snapped, the words he used, reminded her of her parents, fighting to bring her to a side. "You think you can just MAKE ME JOIN A SIDE!? NO!!" Silver yelled, pulling away from Casedrión and standing up. "Oh, I can feel a holy war HELL! Yeah, I can feel a holy war within...NO! I can't take a holy war, No, I can't take a holy war again!!" She said, gripping her head as the words "In between, in between" echoed in her head, which her father said, trying to convince her she can be both.

"Hey, youre Silver Hux right?" A girl said as she came up and gripped Silver shoulders and turning Silver to her. "In between hell and heaven." Silver stammered as she observed the girl. She wore a grey hood over her head that matched a shirt she wore over a black tank top. She wore a red ribbon on her left arm and in her hair, tying it back into a bun. She wore vibrant blue pants and shiny black boots. Her makeup was a mix of purples, silvers, and Red for her lips. She had sun kissed cheeks that shimmered in the moonlight.

"Yes, look I know your conflict, let me help you..." She said holding Silver's forearms now, "who are you?" Silver asked in fear as she shook. "Grey Republic, you need training... Let me train you." The girl said as Silver nodded at the woman in agreement. She turned to Casedrión who was now standing. "Don't do this..." His helmet laid on the ground, revealing a handsome young boy, about her age, with ice blue eyes and ginger hair that sparkled in the moon light. He had already started a beard on his face, as his lips creased into a line.

Silver walked forward and rested her hands on his shoulders. She leaned in to his ear as small tears cascaded down her cheek, "I'm sorry..." She said before planting a kiss on his cheek and twisting his mind into sleep. He slumped over onto Silver as she him placed down on the floor against the balcony. She took the helmet and placed it on his head before leaving another red kiss mark on the same side of his face, but now on the helmet. She rested her head atop his helmet and felt tears fall more.

"I'm sorry Cas." And with that, she left...