Howdy, Jeon? (A BTS Fanfic)

18

[Confess]

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May 1st

Today was the day, Jeon is going to Seoul together with his brother to settle down and start his first day of school on the 4th of May.

They were leaving by plane with an evening flight and right now you were with Jeon having a picnic again at the hill that you had your first date with him.

This time you were the one who prepared the picnic basket with your freshly baked cookies and cupcakes.

You asked your mom to help you with them and now you were peeling the covering off the cupcake before feeding Jeon who was leaning on his arm closely beside you.

He was so close that you can feel his chest slightly rubbing against your arm and he could easily place his chin on your shoulder.

He opened his mouth and took a bite off the cupcake before smiling and saying that it was delicious.

You were ecstatic to hear that before taking a bite off the cupcake too.

The last two weeks have been sweet and romantic as Jeon took you out on multiple dates and treated you very sweetly and like the dream boyfriend you had always expected him to be.

You fell for him harder and harder that surely you're starting to notice that you now not only like him but you love him.

It's funny how someone can bring out that emotion from you and you weren't disappointed to know that it was Jeon.

You have yet to confess that to him and him too, but you decided to do it today, before he leaves for Seoul.

You figured that you would give him something for him to keep. A part of you that will always he his.

No it's not your virginity. It was your first kiss.

You decided that there is no one else who you'll ever feel this strongly about and that you want to give him this special something of yours.

Jeon suddenly wrapped his arms around you from behind and that broke you out of your trance.

Only then did you realize that you were spacing out and thinking about it.

"What is keeping your mind occupied apart from me?" Jeon asked cockily while you just scoffed and shook your head.

This cocky dude.

You then decided that it's time to tell him.

"I just thought of something to tell you." You said mindfully while Jeon positioned himself so that his face was right in front of you.

"It's not some kind of weird joke is it?" He asked a bit skeptical but you just laughed and shook your head.

Your heart was hammering and you felt your stomach churning in nervousness. You were clearly avoiding eye contact with Jeon.

He must have noticed because he placed his fingers under your chin and lifted your face so that you were staring into his eyes.

"What is it Haneul-ah?" He spoke softly while you got lost into his eyes and the emotions that he always expressed whenever he's with you.

"I...." You were choking on your words, unable to continue on but he had this endearing look on his face that make you gain the confidence you need.

"I love you Jeon." You said in a mere whisper but you know he heard you with the close proximity you guys were staying.

Jeon's eyes widened upon hearing that and you looked away obviously feeling embarrassed and nervous to how he would react.

"Haneul....." he spoke but you didn't look at him and just stared at your hands.

"Lee Hanuel look at me." He spoke again this time with a stern voice which had you slowly lifting your head a bit and staring into his eye.

He was sporting a small grin on his face while he placed his hand on your neck and connected your foreheads together.

"I love you too Lee Haneul." He replied and your eyes widened with an ear splitting grin spreading across your face.

"Say it again?" You whispered.

"I love you." He replied with the same emotions that you often see in his eyes and you couldn't help but let the tears that were pooling in your eyes to drop down your face.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook, so so much that I can never say these words to anyone else." You said so determined while he smiled and placed both his hands on your neck and you gulped as he pulled your face closer to his.

He was holding back, wanting for your approval and you didn't back away as you leaned in and planted your lips on his.

Your first kiss, with your first love.

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After a wonderful date with your boyfriend, it was now time to say goodbye as you stood in front of his house with him hugging your waist as his brother and father loads all his stuffs to the truck.

You couldn't help but to cry as the 2 weeks has finally ended and now he needs to go.

Jeon was staring at you with a sad face, wiping away your tears but failing as they kept on falling continuously.

"I will wait for you Jeon. No matter how long it takes." You sobbed hard but he smiled and nodded.

"I will visit you every time I can Haneul-ah. I promise." He held both your hands up and kissed them which made you cry even more.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook. Please don't forget that. You're my one and only, no one else." You said in between sobs while Jeon just chuckled and pulled you in for a kiss.

The tears fell harder as you shared your last kiss with him until god knows when.

He pulled away, "I know Haneul and I love you too. I promise those words are for you only."

He was called by his father and he looked back and nodded at him before turning back towards you, giving you a last hug before letting go and heading towards the truck.

He entered his truck and stuck his head out of the window waving at you with a smile while you tried to smile back despite the tears and waved.

You stood there until the truck disappeared from sight and then you broke down while falling onto the ground.

I don't care how long, as long as you always come back to me Jeon.