Howdy, Jeon? (A BTS Fanfic)

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[Confront]

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You smiled and joked along with Jeonghan, together with his friends who seem to have a lot of energy to spare.

They were all so hyper and fun the whole time and didn't seem to fail to make you laugh at all.

Everything they did was goofy which made the awkward atmosphere you had when you first arrived at the party disappear.

You also didn't paid mind or attention to Jeon the whole time and you seem to forget about the pain for once.

After a lot of laughing and drinking, it wasn't long until you had to rush to the bathroom to relieve yourself.

Jeonghan had told you to go upstairs towards the bathroom with a brown door, because everyone else is using the one downstairs and no one is allowed the one upstairs.

You thanked him with a smile and went upstairs towards the door he mentioned and passed by 13 different colored doors.

The house is really big to fit 13 bedrooms.

You thought and entered the said brown door and found a bathroom with a bathtub and a large mirror and basin.

There are also open cabinets which contains a lot of guy products but you just ignored it all and just do what you came here to do.

You finally felt relaxed as you noticed you had one too many drinks for the night, non-alcoholic, because you have never drunk before so Jeonghan had given you coke as a replacement.

You washed your hand, took out your lip gloss from your sling bag to reapply your lips and fixed your hair a bit before smiling and turning to leave.

As you went out and closed the door shut behind you, a hand from the side grabbed your arm and pulled you into a room and pinned you against the door.

You couldn't help but squeal and start breathing heavily because it shocked you to the core.

You stared at the person in front of you wide eyes, totally not believing what he was doing.

"What are you doing Jeon ?!?!" You screeched loudly but he didn't seemed fazed a bit.

"Were you trying to give me a heart attack?" You exhaled softly and closed your eyes to even your breathing and your rapid pounding heart.

You didn't know if it was from the shock earlier or that Jeon is standing so close to you right now, pinning you between himself and the door.

"Lee Haneul, just what are you doing?" He spoke which made you open your eyes and blink up at him.

"What do you mean?" You asked confused with scrunched eyebrows.

"Why are you with him?" He asked with gritted teeth which had you looking even more confused.

"Who? Jeonghan?" You asked and his hand that was still gripping your arm, tightened but you didn't feel the pain.

You were distracted by how his pupils dilated darker and his nostrils flared.

"What's the problem Jeon? You were there when I told you. He asked me on a date." You replied to which he just leaned forwards towards your face.

"I'm asking why you agreed." His tone was hard and clipped which had you gulping.

But you couldn't back down, because this is wrong.

You placed your hand that wasn't restrained onto his chest and tried pushing his body away but the movement was futile.

His body was damn built like a rock, your weak strength couldn't even move him an inch.

"Jeon why are you doing this? This is wrong. You have a girlfriend and you made it clear we're not anything anymore, so please... let me go—"

Your words were interrupted when suddenly you felt him smash his lips onto yours, effectively shushing you.

Your eyes widened in shock as he placed his other hand on your neck, angling your face up for him to assault your lips feverishly.

You tried to resist him as much as you can, pushing him away and sealing your lips when he tried plunging his tongue into your mouth.

You took all the strength you could to break free of his restraint and push him away making him stumble back a few steps staring at you surprised.

Whereas you were standing still, leaning against the door, one of your hand covering your mouth while the other was rubbing the spot he had gripped harshly.

You felt something wet drip down your face and you noticed then that you were crying while staring at Jeon who looked regretful.

"Haneul-ah, I—"

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME JEON?" You couldn't keep it in anymore, so you yelled at him.

"Why?! First, you ignored me, then acted like we had nothing between us. You flashed your new girlfriend in front of me."

He was quiet the whole time but you continued.

"I didn't want to confront you about it and decided to just go on about my life, forgetting whatever we used to have, which I don't even know if it's real."

You closed your eyes making more tears to fall down your face as you let out a shaky breath.

"I thought maybe it's for the best to give you up and break my promise after you broke yours, instead of holding on to it. I thought maybe, it must have been my fault."

You tried to speak evenly without sobbing, and opened your eyes to look at him.

"Jo Yuri..... she seems like a nice girl and she seem to genuinely love you too, the way I do. So, I do not want to ruin her chance of getting what she deserves, which is why I gave up on you Jeon."

His face was emotionless but his eyes held a lot of pain in them but it could never compare to the pain you were feeling everywhere, especially your heart.

You then placed your hand towards your neck, which his eyes followed, noticing it bare without the necklace.

"The first step was to remove the only thing keeping me from losing you. But it wasn't enough...... because it hurts Jeon, so much."

You stared into his eyes when he finally looked up from your neck.

"I feel like there's nothing more left for me to keep holding on."

What you said made Jeon stumble a step back while you broke eye contact and dropped your hands by your side.

"Treat her better Jeon. You at least owe me that."

You said while looking at him for the last time with a small smile before turning around and leaving the room, more tears falling down your face as you walked down the stairs and out the house, wanting to go home.