There's a void Oikawa Tooru needs to fill. It is slowly consuming him, slowly taking away his humanity, until he will be nothing but skin and dust no more. He tries to fill this black hole with girls, drugs, and sex, but nothing seems to work. It ju...
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is tired. It is five in the morning and he can't sleep. He's been awake for the whole night thinking of him. The one he's loved dearly for three years. He's remembering what Oikawa told him about his father, the trauma he's been through. Iwaizumi is filled with rage towards that man, and the overwhelming feeling of comforting Oikawa. Oikawa had comforted Iwa when Iwa realized he likes boys, and Iwaizumi wants to return the favor. Iwa's mind drifts back to that day.
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Iwaizumi is throwing things around his room. He's distressed, but he can't talk to anyone. He's too scared. Scared what they'll think of him. He collapses in the middle of his room and buries his head in his knees. Sobs come, one after the other, and he isn't able to stop, no matter how he tries. He cries so hard and so long he almost falls asleep in the wreckage.
That is, until a soft knock comes on his balcony window.
He glances up quickly to see a boy peering inside from the balcony. Eyes red, Iwaizumi scrambles to his feet to open the door. "Iwa-chan... What's wrong? What happened?" Oikawa questions, stepping inside. His eyebrows are furrowed in concern and he places a hand on Iwaizumi's arm. Iwa flinches away. "Hey, what's wrong..? You know you can tell me anything," Oikawa says softly, retracting his hand. Iwaizumi opens his mouth to speak, but he sobs again. Shock and chill nest in his bones, and his head is pounding, blood rushing to his temples.
"I..." he speaks. "Please don't... Please don't hate me for this..."
"No, no, no! Iwaizumi! I'd never hate you, no matter what you did. Hell, even if you killed someone I'd still stay by your side. We're fifteen. I've known you for ten years. I won't leave you now." Oikawa wraps Iwa into a hug, who proceeds to cry quietly into his shoulder. They slump to the floor, sitting like that for who knows long.
"Oikawa... I'm- I'm gay. There, I said it," Iwa cries, shoving his face into his hands.
"Oh..." Is Oikawa's answer. Iwa looks up and tries to determine his emotions. Usually, he always can, but right now his face is unreadable. "Well... I was gonna tell you later but well... I'm bi. Yeah. You're not alone, Iwa-chan," Oikawa whispers, offering Iwaizumi a lopsided grin. Iwa breathes a sigh of relief.
"...What will my pa-rents think? What will everyone say a-about me?" Iwa's voice cracks in the middle of his words.
"Shh... If they hurt you in any way, they don't deserve you. It doesn't matter who you love, or what your preferences are. You're still the same Iwa-chan, after all. You just happen to like the same gender. That's all. And no matter what, I will stay by you through everything," Oikawa says, his voice firm yet comforting. Iwa is silent for a moment before he leans in and sobs into Oikawa's shoulder. "W-what, did I say something wrong?!" Oikawa stutters.
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