ana here! i've finally completed this book, and i must say, i didn't know i had this in me.
like, damn son. thank you for granting me author powers.
on the other hand, some of the topics/oikawa's insecurities have been written from my own bad times, and it did feel good to let it out. nothing as horrible as his abuse, but yes, some of his insecurities were my own (like the 'i'm too afraid to love' and the 'what if you leave me?').
the poetry in the book is also original, and as much as i want to claim it irl, i can't 'cause then people will find my account somehow. because that's my luck.
somehoe (yes, that was a typo originally but im not gonna change it because it would make a great word) i managed to write and finish this. i cant say im proud of myself because this is just the outcome of what quarantine has done to my brain, but there are people i want to thank.
first, @hqheaven. damn sis. you're a mcfucking legend and you liked my book. *insert me being shook*
second, @lolfanficlover. aka bsf on this app so far.
that's it, the rest of you were pretty much useless (jkjk i love all of you guys except myself).
anyhoo, i'm probably gonna write a bokuaka ua next, so stay tunedddddd
thank you guys for reading it, it boosts my confidence. not that i had any to begin with, but let's ignore that. someday, in the future, im gonna find this account again and say to myself,
what the living fuck were you thinking, ana?
well, future me, im sorry, but this is what quarantine has done to me.
also, just throwin some self promoting in here, but could y'all pretty please read my kagehina book 👉👈 🥺? i worked hella hard on it and it's not getting love. you really don't have to tho, this is just me trying to leech off success
i hope you have a brighter future than me,
-ana.
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FanfictionThere's a void Oikawa Tooru needs to fill. It is slowly consuming him, slowly taking away his humanity, until he will be nothing but skin and dust no more. He tries to fill this black hole with girls, drugs, and sex, but nothing seems to work. It ju...
