HE WAS NEVER MINE (Her Version)

HE WAS NEVER MINE - 4

Next Day 11 Am
Sanskaar's Room
Mahesesri Mension, Kolkata

Sanskaar's POV -
Today Laksh grabbed a prestigious and profitable German deal. The way he was giving presentation regarding a deal with full of confidence is really a new thing for me. I have always wanted to see him as successful as me and Adarsh bhai. I must say my little brother has become mature and I'm very happy for him. But the thing which makes me sad is that we don't share the same bond anymore. Not just Laksh, Adarsh bhaiya, Pari bhabi, Uttara even Aman my friend cum PA, they all have changed so much. No they don't misbehave it just that everytime they talk to me I can feel some kind of uneasiness in their behavior. I have even seen my other employees sometimes giving me looks like I have committed some sin. Well it's not like I don't know the reason. I know it's all because of Swara's absent, no, nobody has ever questioned me anything regarding Swara but still they behave so strangely and it's very frustrating. Every time I see my family and close friends behaving so calculative around me like they will think a thousand times before saying or doing anything in front of me. I don't remember how I used to behave with or around Swara. I have tried to remember everything, anything I can regarding her but nothing works. My doctor said that if I remember everything normally then it's ok but if I try to force myself then it will be dangerous. I still remember the day when Swara left Maheswari house..

Flashback
One week after Sanskar's discharged from hospital and 5 days of Swara, Sanskar and Laksh's return to India.
Swasan's room -
From today Sanskar will join the office. Everyone now knows that Sanskar remembers about his and Kavita's accident and has forgotten his and Swara's married life of 2 years completely. Even the office stuffs had been informed as per Swara's request so that no one should say anything in front of Sanskar which may affect his health. Sanskar is getting ready when Swara came inside to call him for breakfast and saw him struggling with his tie.

Swara - Sanskar let me help.

Sanskar - no need I can do by myself. Please leave I know you are not Kavita so stop pretending to be my wife. (Said with anger)

Swara - pretending??? (Shocked and hurt)
I'm not pretending anything sanskar. I'm your wife. I know you don't remember anything and all these must be hard for you. I can understand, I just wanted to help... (Interrupted by an angry Sanskar)

Sanskar - oh so you wants to help ya. Than why don't you just leave me alone. Listen to me if you think you can be my wife then it's not gonna happen? I was mentally unstable at that time right but what about you? You were all fit and fine. Then why the f**k you married me and took my Kavita's place and now also you are doing the same trying to be my Kavita. You have betrayed your sister. You have betrayed me. You all have betrayed me and I don't want to see you in my room or in my life, so please just leave me alone.

Flashback Ends.

....... And that's the last conversation I have with her. After my outburst she left the room silently. After 20 mins when I came downstairs I saw her arranging the table. But as soon as she saw me she went inside the kitchen and didn't came out for breakfast the whole time. I left for office with Aman.
At evening when I came back home Aman was with me. We entered and saw everyone was there and was upset with something. I know they will not say anything in front of me thinking about my health so I moved upstairs towards my room pretending not to notice anything. But I didn't went into my room. I was hiding behind one of those pillars to listen what has happened. I can't take any more secrets and that's when I got to know that Swara has left the house and nobody knows where she is. All they know is that she is safe and Laksh knows about her location but won't share it with anyone because of Swara's promise. Aman was angry that nobody informed him about it. And that's the first time I saw his anger. Aman is not just my PA but also my best friend. He was also Kavita's freind too. In fact he was one among the five friends who helped me to elope with Kavita and marry her. I still can't believe he also allowed me to marry Swara. I was also very upset with all these things . Even those office stuffs who are working for me from a long time and are my most trusted employees they also give me those looks of pity which I hate the most.Though they don't say anything to me but on the very first day of my rejoining, during the launch break I heard few employees gossiping about how cruel the destiny is to separate me from Swara at a time like this. Well I didn't understand what they mean at that time but after few weeks I understood everything when I got a call from a studio saying that the CD is ready for which I have ordered. I was clueless but still wants to know what is that CD is about maybe I can find anything related to my questions regarding the last 2 years. I went to the studio took the CD and drove to a highway. There I saw it in my laptop and what I saw had snatched the floor beneath my feet. This CD is about the celebration of me grabbing an international deal where I have announced that soon me and Swara are going to be parents that Swara is 25days pregnant. That means she was pregnant when she left the house. She was carrying a child, my child and everyone knows but didn't told me anything about it.

Precap -
Swara - Do you love me Sanskar???

Sanskar - this question is not important now.

Swara - when this question will be important enough for you to find answer, after that only we will meet Sanskar. Not before that.