I'm at Ari's house celebrating her birthday and it is going really good, actually. Heloise is here, Kim too, and three more girls that I like better, Marina, Audrey and Vera, it was all of sudden, but I guess having a bigger group of friends shouldn't be bad, we're all good and all that.
We went to bowling and it went smoothly, well, almost. When they gave my name,they got it wrong and now they won't stop calling me, specially Ari, Arise, other people had their name wrong, but no, only I got to get called incorrectly, it was ok at the starting but later on I became irritated, like, seriously, what the hell? I told them to stop but they didn't.
My dad later on told me to next time, follow the game. Damn that.
It didn't used to be like this when it was Heloise, Ari and me. I really miss those days.Or maybe I'm over reacting, maybe I'm too serious about it, mom has told me that before and I see what they mean, but if people doesn't mean what they say, they why on Earth would you even bother on saying it, the only thing they do to me is to feel bad. And I don't want to be the bad guy."

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