Just thoughts

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I seem invisible now. My friends and I hang up in some benches there's on school, and now it is like I'm nonexistent. Now there's like other three girls, and I don't know... I feel like I got no friends at all other than Heloise, she's the best person I've met until now, she doesn't talk (to me at least) about all those themes my parents doesn't allow me to look at, it's not sexual, but I got prohibited certain series or people and that's what they won't stop talking about, and they don't even care. I'm serious, one day Ari and I were alone, and she just comes up with "have you seen the series "Border""
And all just, I've told you Im not allowed to watch that stuff.
"No." I reply, so we just stayed on silence for the whole time.

Like, seriously, you don't know nothing else than your stupid series? Then why on Earth do you keep saying you're my friend?
It was dumb of me, but it was the first time I doubted my friendship with her, she used to be so nice and cool with Heloise and me.
Heloise has been my friend since we both were seven years old, she was my first friend, and I will never forget how we first met and how much she has done for me, we both were considered the weirdos, but it didn't matter, we were so happy, we both started our favourite hobby, drawing, and if it wasn't for her I would've never gotten into it.
I don't know, maybe I'll just let it go through, maybe things will change.