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22: Harry's pov

Boston

Harry's POV

       At a glance I saw Niall moving down the escalator and I yelled out to him. He heard me but didn't know where I was obviously, so I called out to him again this time moving over to him with a stupid smile on my face, happy to see my friend who I hadn't seen in a long while.

Giving me that funny Horan smile, he leaped into my arms the childish way only Niall would, and I laughed picking him up and spinning him like he was a girl. Yeah people were looking at us weird but it wasn't just because of that, but because they knew who we were, and that's when the body guards came in handy as a few people tried to approach us but were restrained.

I smiled at the teenage girl looking at me with wide eyes filled with adoration, she was being held back by one of the guards, I could tell she wanted to reach out to me so bad and she was going to cry because they won't let her and it just made me feel like hugging her to myself and telling her it's going to be fine.

There was so much paparazzi in Boston following us since Selena, my family, I and a few of my friends got here and I could tell it made Selena a bit uncomfortable so she doesn't go out often and preferred to stay inside the hotel almost the entire day. But now that Niall is here I'm going to change that. I called a few of her friends who would be coming in during the weekend but she doesn't know about that yet and who knows maybe she'll be totally pissed off at me for doing that behind her back or she might actually decide to have a nice time out for once.

''Did Selena come with you?''

Niall asked but I shook my head ''Nah she's at the hotel, doesn't come out much really, but we drive around most of the time'' I say as the guards lead us towards the black van at the entrance pushing away the crowd of people which was now formed at the entrance.

I know the question you might be asking in your head. Are Selena and I dating?, well no we aren't, but doesn't mean I don't wish we were.

I caught feelings and yeah I really don't know how to deal with that now, because I know she still sees me as her friend but I thought with every hint I had put down through the past few months she'd know by now. But she doesn't and I don't know how I'm going to tell her.

If I'm being honest I'm scared to tell her.

'You alright mate?''

Niall's voice asked from across me in the van and I tore my gaze from the moving trees outside to my brown haired friend sitting opposite me in the van.

'' yeahhhh, I just haven't gotten enough sleep lad, so much on my mind these days'' I say but he looked at me skeptically

''It's Selena isn't it?''

He smiled at me and I widened my eyes laughing

'' what?, no''

'' oh come on Harold I think everyone in the world pretty much knows you like her, bro you guys gotta a lot of people thinking you're already in a relationship'' he chuckles and I just sigh.

I didn't just like Selena, I was in love with her. But I don't want it to ruin everything we already have as friends. These past couple of months I've spent getting to know her again have been the best months of my life, since this year even started.

'' I'm in love with her mate...'' I finally say the words out loud for the first time, and in front of Niall, I never thought I would and now that I have I feel so much weight being lifted off my shoulders. '' But if she doesn't feel thesame way then I... I'm not sure what I'd do''
I say playing with the ring on my index finger before looking up to see Niall's eyes filled with so much happiness.

''What?''

''Tell her'' he command and I scoff '' no man, I cant, she won't feel thesa-''

''Well what if she does?'' Niall blurts out at me

'' what if she does and she's just incredibly shy to tell you how she feels and shes just waiting for you to feel thesame way about her? ''

''Did she say something to you?'' I ask curious

''Nope'' He popped the P

He was lying, he always pops the P when he's lying. But I wasn't going to push it anyway.

I knew I'd have to talk to her soon about it and to be honest it terrifies the crap out of me and that's how scared I am.

As we got closer to the hotel we were lodged at, my heart kept beating fast, it alway did that when I was close to her, and even though she was just a few kilometers away,it still happened.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked over to see Niall looking at me with a calm smile.

''It's going to be fine mate...I promise''

The van came to a stop in front of the hotel building and The doors opened up for us and Niall stepped out first not wasting anytime walking in while I just stood at the front of the building, looking up at her window. 

It's now or never styles... I thought to myself before taking a deep breath and then walking in.

'' Welcome back sir''

the reception lady greeted.

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