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36: Selena's pov

Selena's POV

My phone was buzzing at 3 o'clock in the morning and I was so fucking pissed at whoever it was calling at this evil time.
I picked up my phone from the dresser table and snapped

'' What is it Harry!? It's 3 in the fucking morning''

I say thinking it's him cause he's the only one with the guts to do this to me at such an hour.

''Umm actually no it's not Harry'' my eyes went wide at the familiar voice. Oh God what did she want?

''What do you want Taylor?'' I ask impatient, I needed my sleep.

''Selena I'm-'' I heard sniffing ''I'm so sorry'' she said. Was she crying?
I didn't say anything and just waited for what else she has to say.

''I'm so sorry I let a guy come between our friendship, it was so stupid of me and I really miss hanging out with you and like most of the time when I get sad I have no one to talk to-'' I cut her off.

'' what about Kendall? Why don't you talk to her?'' I ask with raised brows

''Selena you know I can't be real friends with Kendall of all people, I mean she just doesn't understand me and she's just so self centered and only think about herself-'' I cut her off again.

'' Now why does that sound familiar? I gave a tight lipped smile which she couldn't see obviously

''Look Lena'' she calls me by the nickname she gave me and I just let the sadness envelope me. I missed hearing that.

'' I know I've made mistakes, we've all made mistakes but those mistakes don't define us and you told me that. I know I messed up and I'm sorry and to be honest I can't stand not talking to you for another day''

''Well you should have realized that when you decided to hang out with Kendall''

''I literally hate myself for doing what I did but I was hurt and I was heartbroken because my bestfriend suddenly decided to be with my Ex boyfriend and I just wanted to hurt you back as much as you hurt me and To be honest I don't feel good about it and I'm sorry Selena I'm really really sorry''

There was silence for a while and I could tell she didn't know what else to say to me and it was okay. I wasn't mad anymore, I didn't have a reason to be.

'' I'll admit I haven't been the greatest friend either too. I know my relationship with Harry hurt you and I'm sorry I did, but I want to tell you something I think I should have told you long ago but was too scared to'' I say bracing myself.

'' Right from the first day Harry and I met as kids, I've always been in love with him. And throughout your relationship with Harry I secretly envied you because you had the man of my dreams and I know I should have said something and told you before everything happened but I didn't want you to find things weird with me then and I just really love you and I didn't want you to be mad at me that's why I didn't tell you. I didn't tell him either because well he's Harry and I never imagined he'd see me thesame way, and it just so happens that right now he does and I'm never been more happier Taylor. that's why I let him come between us, that's why when you kept telling me you were disappointed at me I didn't care because at the while it felt like you took him from me in the first place and I finally know that he feels thesame way that I do and I've never been more happier right now'' I took a deep breath.

''I'm sorry Taylor I really am''

I say and she's quiet the entire time. After a few long pauses she finally speaks up.

''Well I'm sorry I didn't realize it on my own.'' She sounded sad ''wow'' she sniffed ''that was a lot to take in, I'm sorry'' I heard her fake laugh and it just made me feel more terrible for keeping all this from her for so long.

''It's fine Selena I Understand why you did what you did and I won't judge you for that. I just really want my bestfriend back''

she says and a bright smile comes across my face along with a few stray tears.

'I love you Tay and I'm sorry I hurt you''

''I'm sorry I hurt you too'' she says And we both stay and comfortable silence.

''Wanna meet up today?'' I ask and she chuckles happily

'' absolutely!''

''My place tonight?'' I ask and she agrees.

After the call was over I put my phone down and looked up to the ceiling and sighed. At that moment I felt so much relief and I was happy I get to hang out with my bestfriend again.

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