He sounds like he really is about to say something important, and I'm curious, but I'm also confused by his change of behavior.
"Okay... I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Who are you and what have you done with the sarcastic asshole that's always antag...
I'd rather die than have to live in a storm like before
But goddamn, you got me in love again"
***
Well, call me crazy, but I did it.
I gave up. I'm tired of resisting it.
I woke up feeling the heat from the sun warming my face and Nick's body pressed against my naked skin. He has an arm wrapped around my waist with his hand holding my boob. The sneaky little bastard... But I'm not gonna lie though, I'm loving this.
I feel so happy and safe. I can't believe this is happening, but I know I'm falling for him already. Unfortunately, I'm a fool for love, and so far, that's only caused me trouble. My issue is I've always fallen in love with the idea of a person, a picture that I painted in my head of what the perfect match should look like.
However, this feels completely different from the other times. Because when I met Nick I didn't think of him in a romantic way, so I got to know him for who he is and not what I expected him to be. And I'm not saying that I know him all that well, I clearly still have a lot to learn.
But if I'm being honest, I don't regret asking him to stay last night. I didn't expect him to be so open with me. Even though I know I could be out of my mind, deep down I believe that he cares about me and that he truly regrets how he handled things.
Or maybe he has magical powers over me, I don't know.
In any case, I finally feel like I'm in a happy place in my life. I can enjoy the small pleasures without stressing over every little detail. Maybe it's the right time to give this an actual chance.
And my god... just thinking about how amazing last night was makes my blood start flowing faster. He definitely woke the wild side in me. After he made me come so hard with his tongue and fingers I simply passed out. I've been so tired, and I haven't slept properly ever since we first had sex, that I think it was all too much. My body gave in and I fell into the deepest, most comfortable sleep.
My attention comes back to the present when my arm starts to cramp. I feel his light breathing against the side of my neck and ear and I wonder if I can manage to turn around without waking him. It's a shame 'cause I'm really enjoying how our bodies fit together. Our legs are wrapped around each other and I wriggle my feet a little to see if he responds in any way.
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Nick doesn't move, so I slowly work up the courage to open my eyes hoping it won't hurt too much because of the morning sun. I try to turn around under his arm, but at the smallest move I made Nick tightened his grip around me, pressing my back against his chest even more.
