THE LOOP (Double Lines)

CHAPTER TWO

ASTRAL HIGH SCHOOL

The air felt different as the driver drove in to the school premises . The birds chirped louder that usual. The flash back of Rosie and dad in the kitchen this morning popped up in my head as I looked up and saw Zahrah . She looked good as usual but I didn't stare too much . I walked over to the large mirror before the hallway . I was looking beautiful as usual , my caramel skin glowed , my hair was in a neat bun and so was Valerie's own . We looked so similar except that she was honey skinned but our breasts , hips and buttocks were the same exact size and her eye lens colour was amber like moms own and mine was brown . Mum was a fine blend with her ivory skin colour and amber eyes.
"Vee that's enough self love, we need to get to class" Valerie tugged me . Valerie's class was arts while mine was science . I hadn't decided what exactly I wanted to be , but Valerie knew what she wanted to do , she wanted to be an air hostess . I hated the fact that medicine was as long as six-seven years in degree section not even masters or PhD. I probably would go to school of nursing for two years .
My heart always raced every time I walked into science class , I was always thinking the giggles I heard sometimes was about me and that people were staring at me like those nerd kids in american movies .
" Hey " Greg said as I sat down on my seat.
"Hey" I responded , I wondered if he was talking to me because his girlfriend was an art student and he was just looking for a pass time .
"How are you doing ?"
"I'm very fine. Thank you". I smiled lightly , hoping he would leave me alone but instead , he said
"Have you heard about the new students coming in next week? "
"Yes I have , I was in miss Mary's office yesterday ."
"Oh true ! I saw you there too".
"Indeed"
He kept staring at my breast and I felt uncomfortable , it was almost like wearing a 32D was a crime in senior class 2 . I excused my self to use the rest room.

When I was done the loo and I stepped out to wash my hands and sanitize , I saw Zahrah , she smiled at me and said " You're beautiful " instead of saying "I know " like the voice in my head was suggesting . I said "Thank you " and left .
At least now she knew I was beautiful , maybe more beautiful than she did , I thought .
News came in from the principals office that we would be having a general assembly soon. I had hoped it time for the Ted talks teachers gave after they researched on a particular topic like "Why you should never give up " and so forth. I got really fuzzy during those meetings .
Fortunately , it wasn't a ted talk , it was a brief meeting to inform us about the new students and how oriented we were meant to look before them, when they arrived next week.
Mum came during lunch period , She was smiling and she got us lunch too . She said she wanted to apologize for not having lunch with us but I didn't think she needed to do so, it was obvious that she was hurt and she needed space . The little child in me , wanted to run after her as she left . I missed her already . She was such a big ball of positive energy .
I skipped swimming classes , I was already a professional anyway . I stayed with Miss Mary in her office . Today she let the black curtains down so those outside couldn't look into her office and she locked the doors
She clicked on a website on her laptop then she turned to me and said
"Have you ever watched pornography ?", it was weird that I could still see the sparkle in her eyes at this awkward moment .
"No" I replied
"You're going to watch it today , and you're also going to help me with some things" She said it in such a way that it didn't sound harmful , although Chidera had told me pornography was so bad and addictive . I was relaxed . I mean it was Miss Maryann , she wasn't going to hurt me .
They were series of videos I saw as soon as the website opened . I could read the heading clearly . It read " Porn Hub". She clicked on a video and it started playing . It started with a role play like in a movie but as soon as they got to the scenes where the girls took of their clothes and touched each other . Miss Mary quickly unbuttoned her clothes and her pink bra was completely exposed .
"Damn! Her boobs were so big and beautiful." I thought.
The random voices in my head came quickly , my heart was beating fast and I was trying to figure out what exactly was going on.
She cupped her breasts , before she loosened her bra and her breasts were completely naked before she told me to suck on them .I hesitated at first but she kept saying" I should help her she was wet " I had no idea what she meant but I did it because she sounded like she was going to die .and I didn't want her to get hurt.
As I sucked on her breasts , she made so much noise like a pregnant woman and touched her vagina . She made me do so many other things to her , like lick her . It was such a sick experience . I couldn't stop thinking of how to present the sin I had just committed to God . She gave out a sharp moan before she let me go . She smiled as I walked to the door , like she had achieved a great goal .
I kept thinking of what had happened at miss Mary's office for the rest of the day. I wondered if the man coming to marry her would have to do what I just to her . I imagined a dark tall man , getting on his knees to lick her vagina . It was such a disgusting thought . I tried to focus but I could only see Greg smiling with Roselle. I was disgusted by that view .
"Why did I grow fond of such a boy?" I thought to myself .
Miss Mary sent for me later , I was so scared , I felt like running to the principal's office to inform her of the situation i got involved in with miss Mary but on a second thought I just walked into her office .