Damien Haas//Shayne Topp imagines

Mentally? (Damien)

Y/Ns PoV
Damien and I have been dating for about 4 years now, and everything is starting to go downhill. Its not that we were fighting or anything. My mental health was just not doing well, and it caused me to be distant... very, very, distant. I was talking it over with Courtney today but I've zoned out, that is until I see her fingers snapping in front of me. "Girl! Look at me! Are you there?" She says to me.

"Physically, yes. Mentally, is definitely debatable." I answer, still barely there.

"Well, Damien just texted you. Or at least thats who I think the Beast is." She chuckles at the contact name.

"He made it that. My name in his phone, is Beauty. I'm not sure why but every month he changes our contact names. He's a weirdo but I love him." I grab my phone and look at the text.

From: the beast

when'll you be home from Courts? We need to have a talk...

To: the beast

I'll leave now. Dont worry.

From: the beast

ok, ily

to: the beast

I love you

"Court, something is wrong. he never use ily when saying I love you." I start to freak out, pacing around the room and starting to cry. Courtney jumps up and wraps me in a hug, stroking my hair.

"Babes it'll be fine. Whatever it is you guys will work it out, y'always do." She reassures me. I nod, feeling better, but not by much.

"I better go now... I'll talk to you later? Possibly spend the night here?" I ask her.

"Of course. I love you." She says.

"I love you too." I walk out and to my car, heading back home to Damien and my shared home. I cry the whole drive there. Worried about what is going to happen. When I pull in, I sit there for a minute. "He wants to break up cause I'm scary distant huh? It's because I'm not fucking good enough. Because I'm a worthless piece of shit and he knows he can do better. Fuck it, I'm going in." I wipe the tears off my face and look in the mirror. I look like shit but who cares.

I walk in and it's silent. Might as well head up to the bathroom. I walk into the bathroom and splash some water on my face. "Y/N? You in the bathroom?" I hear Damien asking.

"Yeah, be out in a minute!" I respond. You got this, and if it all ends tonight, go to Courts. I tell myself, looking at my tear stained face. I step out and see Damien sitting on our bed. "Hey." I kind of wave at him. He notices my tear stand cheeks and leaps up, cupping my face in his hands.

"Hey baby whats wrong?" He asks me, before I can get a word out, I start crying. Damien pulls me into a hug.

"If the talk you wanted to have is about breaking up, just get it over with, Courtney already said I can spend the night." I manage to get out. Damien just squeezes me tighter, if thats even possible.

"Baby oh no. I wanted to talk about whats been bothering you lately. You seem so distant. So sad. I hear you crying in the living room at night and wonder why you're still awake but I dont wanna ask and make you angry. I planned on making dinner, I bought ice cream, and laid out your favorite movies. I want my old girlfriend back. The happy one. I hate seeing you all sad like this, it makes me sad. I look up into his eyes and he smiles down at me. Because I love you so much, and I want to marry you one day." he admits.

"You wanna marry me?" I ask.

"I have since our 2nd year anniversary. Because I just love you that damn much." He smiles again before placing a kiss at the top of my head. "Lets go eat dinner. You're probably starving after all that crying." Damien grabs my hand and leads me downstairs. I sit down as he puts food on the plates, setting my favorite oven pizza in front of me.

"Damien Haas?" I ask with a small smile.

"Yes my love?" He responds.

"I love you so much, and whenever you ask me to marry you, I'll say yes." Our smiles grow bigger and Damien gets up from his seat, getting down on one knee in front of me.

"Ok, then," He pulls a black box out, opening it to reveal a ring. "Y/F/N will you marry me?" He asks.

"Of course I will." He slips the ring on my finger and I kiss him. Im going to get married to the love of my life... better tell Courtney.