Open To the Truth ~ Kylo Ren FanFic

Chapter 11 - Maybe More?

'Kylo'.

'Kylo'.

'Yes, Kylo'.

"AGH!" I woke up, startled. My breathing was quickened, and it felt like my senses weren't all there. My vision was blurred and my head hurt real bad.

"Wha- What was I dreaming about?"

"Me."

"AGH!" The voice in the darkness caused me to jump and involuntarily scream. My vision came back and I could see I was in a bed. But it wasn't mine. The bedsheets were black and were warm due to my body heat. And the bed had tall black posts on each corner.

This was definitely not my bed.

"Wh-who's there?" I gripped the bedsheets and put it just below my eyes, covering myself. But my fear turned into anger as soon as I saw.

"Get away from me Kylo." I stood up and realized I was in a shirt that I didn't own, and my underwear. Quick reactions told me to grab the bedsheet and wrap it around myself, which I did very quickly.

"Phoenix, can you please just sit and listen to me." I rolled my eyes as dramatically as I could.

"And what if I don't? Are you going to make me go unconscious and then put me in what I guess is your bed again?" I started to walk towards the door, but Kylo, who was originally leaning against a wall, walked in front of me and put his hand on my stomach, stopping me.

"Sit down." The tone in his voice sent chills down my spine, and no matter how much I wanted to curse him off and leave, I felt like I should sit down. So I turned around and sat on the edge of his bed.

"What do you want?"I watched as Kylo rubbed his neck and walked slightly towards me.

"Can you keep your distance please?" I looked up at him quickly, before returning my gaze down to the floor. As I heard him sigh, I also saw his feet under my face. He was standing in front of me.

"Kylo. I just aske-"

"Shh and listen." I watched him as he squatted in front of me with his knees slightly touching the floor. His hands slowly moved up until they rested on my knees, causing me to remember what had happened before.

"Phoenix. I've come to the realization that the force in you is a lot stronger than what we thought it was. Do you remember when you could hear my thoughts?" The memories flooded back.

'I want you all to myself.'

I nodded at Kylo, not wanting to speak.

"You were doing that without even knowing it right?" I nodded again.

"I wasn't trying to hide my thoughts from you, but I also wasn't intentionally giving you free roam to look. I don't understand how you did that without focus or training." Kylo was staring at me, directly in my eyes, making it hard to listen to his words.

"I know you've told me about this Force thing, and how we'd get to it, and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't excited. But Kylo. You can't keep treating me like this. The hand-wavy thing you do? Yea. It stops now." I watched as Kylo slightly chuckled, and the vibrations from his body went through his hands, and onto me.

"I know. I'm sorry. I just... I didn't know what to do with you. I got... Nervous quite frankly." Kylo? Getting nervous? Around me? Sounded fake.

"I'm not lying. About any of it."

"What do you mean 'any of it'?" I noticed Kylo's face move the tiniest bit closer to me, and his eyes were still boring into my skull.

"I do..." I waited for him to finish, which he never did.

"You do what?" I slightly giggled at him, because he wasn't able to spit out whatever he had to say.

"I do want you all to myself." My tiny laughter was completely stopped. I could physically feel my heart rate pick up.

"Kylo..."

"I'm sorry Phoenix. But I can't control myself around you. You take up my mind. Literally." I remembered that he can hear my thoughts all the time, or that's what he says.

"And I still want you to live in my quarters. We've already made all the preparations for you to come in. The last step is on you." I completely forgot about our deal. But I knew that Aries was important to me. And if I had to do this, to get what I wanted. Then so be it.

"Okay."

"Okay?"

"Yes, Kylo. I'll live in your quarters." I watched as Kylo's lips twitched up to a slight smile. And I saw something in his eyes. I couldn't explain it because I've never seen it before. But honestly, it scared me.

"Phoenix."

"Yes?" I was ultimately captured by his eyes. His face was showing me his emotions freely. And this new feeling in my body took over. Kylo's hand slowly reached up and touched the side of my neck, not helping this feeling reside. And I finally realized what it was.

Lust.

As I said this, Kylo heard my thoughts, and before I knew it, Kylo's lips crashed onto mine. His breath completely masked me, and I finally realized what was really happening. I shut my eyes, and matched my lips pace to his. Without noticing, I grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer to me.

But he took me by surprise and pushed my back on to the bed. I felt as his hands moved from my neck, down to the side of my ribs, slowly moving up and down.

"Wai-" I couldn't speak because Kylo's pace was quickening. He then let go of his lips on mine and quickly looked at me in my eyes, but then continued his kisses on the lower part of my jawline.

"Kylo." Our breathing was fast and matched each other. My words were slowly turning into gasps and loud breathing. His bites and kisses were slowly moving down to my collarbone, and the noises he was making were vibrating through my body.

"Kylo."

He immediately stopped, almost as if he realized what he was doing. His lips left my neck, and his eyes reached mine.

"Do you want me to stop?" His lips off my neck left a cold, and sad feeling. But I knew that this was wrong.

"Yes, Kylo."

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AGH! I wrote something so much better than this, but Wattpad glitched and I had to restart my browser, and IT DIDN'T SAVE. Anyways, I hoped this was good enough. I wasn't ready for them to fully go into it, but I also felt like Kylo's actions were needed here;)
Anyways, this was their first kiss!!! I also wanted to add that, I've read fanfics where Kylos attitude was exactly like Kylo, but I guess i'm trying to give more of a Ben Solo vibe...

(I also apologize for the extremely short chapter, but I think that's how it's going to be from now on.)

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