✔️Lost My Way - Kang Yeosang (ATEEZ)

Chapter 10

Once all the boys had finished getting ready for the show, it was time for them to go on stage. The security took me to the area where I sat the day before. This was right at the front of the stage again.

Wow! I never thought I would get to go to an Ateez concert for free and honestly if I didn't know them I would probably be going crazy being here right now.

They came out and did the same songs as yesterday. However, the random dance play had some different songs today. When fake love came on, San and Wooyoung did their dance together from when they covered it. San and Wooyoung were interacting a lot more than yesterday which made me happy to see that the two had gone back to being best friends. Mingi and Yunho did their idol cover and then boss by nct cover. That was so cool.

The concert turned out great and they worked so hard. They always do.

After they cleared out the arena, the security took me back to Ateez. It was 11:00pm so we decided to go straight back to the hotel and order food. We took the minibus this time instead of the underground because everyone was still here.

When we got to the hotel we all freshened up, got our pyjamas on then went into Hongjoong and Mingis room because it was the biggest. I don't know how but they ended up having 2 queen sized beds and a single bed too, where as everyone else just had 2 double beds. They must not have had any other rooms available with just 2 beds.

Once I got there, I knocked on the door and Yunho opened it pulling me into a hug and spinning me around "you're here!" He yelled excitedly. I laughed at his excitement and after spinning me about 5 times, he put me down. I started to walk in the room, when I all of a sudden fell to the side from the dizziness Yunho caused. I could feel myself nearing to the floor when something, or should I say someone stopped me from hitting it.
I looked up and it was Yeosang! He had caught me. I said "thanks" smiling at him. I took this opportunity to look at him from a closer perspective. Honestly, he was so handsome. He had taken his makeup off which showed his clear skin. I could see his cute birthmark that the company always photoshopped away. "Wow" I mumbled still staring at him. I eventually got out of my daydream and blushed because I was looking at him for so long. The boys all laughed which made me blush even more. What I didn't realise though was that Yeosang was also looking at me too.

We both let go of each other and went to sit down. I decided to sit on the bed which San and Wooyoung were sat on as there was more space. They were both talking to each other so I decided to jump onto the bed landing right between them. They both looked at me and wrapped their arms around me, squeezing me into a hug.

I think this is the most I have ever been hugged. My mum and dad never hug me because they are always at work or away, and when they are back they never take much notice of me anyway.

Hongjoong asked "what's wrong Aubrey? You look down!" The rest of the boys looked over concerned.
"I was just thinking about my mum and dad". I explained. "Have they rang you since you have been in London?" San asked. I mumbled a quick "no" and put my head down leaning on San's leg. He sighed, playing with my hair. I love when people play with my hair. It is so relaxing! "They are always too busy to ring me. They are always at work or they go on holidays and weekends away if not" I carried on. "Don't worry, you will always have us" Seonghwa comforted.

However, I knew that they will have to carry on touring the world then they will go back to Korea so realistically, I wouldn't have them by my side either. Also, even if I went over to visit them, they would all be busy working.

We decided to order pizza to the hotel room. We ordered 4 different types of pizza with chicken strips, wedges, garlic breads and some Ben and Jerry's ice cream. While we waited I had bought some vodka, coke and sprite. I poured the boys some drinks. They all had vodka because they wanted to celebrate the last day of their UK tour. Some had sprite and some had coke with it.

25 minutes later the pizza arrived and everyone was starving. We all spread the boxes out on the table, got what we wanted and ate. I was now sat next to Mingi and Yeosang and everyone was in a circle, kind of. Everyone else was talking amongst each other but I just sat there quietly eating my food.

After I finished eating, Yeosang whispered "can we go talk somewhere?" I was surprised but nodded. Yeosang stood up and so did I. Everyone looked at us and Yeosang said "we are just going to talk about something". They all looked surprised but didn't object.

Once we got outside, we walked into the room next to Mingi and Hongjoong's room. It turned out that it was Wooyoung and Yeosang's room. Yeosang looked at me and asked "Are you ok?" I replied "yeah, I'm fine! What did you want to talk about?"
Yeosang sighed "I wanted to see if you are really ok because you are super quiet and you looked sad." I looked down at the floor and then back up to him after a minute or so."
"I just don't want to be alone again" I whispered which Yeosang heard.

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Yeosang felt his heart drop. He didn't realise that Aubrey had no one other than her parents and even they were never around to be there for her or comfort her. "You are all here now but in 2 days you are going to leave to carry on the tour and I will be alone again. I don't want to be on my own. I want my best friend with me again. I don't want to lose him again! I don't want to lose any of you" Aubrey exclaimed. Yeosang pulled Aubrey into his embrace and tried to settle her down.

After she had calmed down, Yeosang then reassured her "don't worry, we will find a way so that you won't be alone! I don't know how but I will try". Aubrey looked up at him with hope in her eyes. 

The two both stayed in the room for a while, getting to know each other then decided to go back to the boys. "Thank you for asking if I was ok earlier. It means a lot to me." Aubrey admitted. Yeosang told her that it's fine and to come to him if she ever needs someone to talk to. She would definitely take him up on that offer.

While Yeosang and Aubrey were talking, the boys were wondering what went off. "Maybe he needed to get something off his chest". "Maybe he needs a girls advice for something". They all started making conclusions but then Wooyoung spoke "Or maybe Yeosang wants to confess that he likes her". The boys all looked up shocked. "He likes her?" Jongho said confused. Wooyoung then looked at the boys and chuckled "isn't it obvious? Have you seen how he has been looking at her since she came in?" They all shook their heads 'no' and one of the members nodded. They all looked over at Seonghwa "I noticed too, but I realised that he kept looking over at her since we were at the arena earlier on". They all had a 'why didn't you tell us' look.
"Well we don't know if he has confessed anyway so we should keep it quiet until something comes of it" Jongho requested. They all nodded agreeing.

After about 15 minutes of Yeosang and Aubrey being out, they came back in. All the guys were looking towards them and Yeosang apologised "sorry, I had to ask Aubrey for some advice on things". The boys didn't seem convinced but nodded anyway.

Aubrey walked over to San and snuggled into him as he was lying down on the bed now. The boys all looked at the two shocked. They obviously had done this with each other but they never had much skin ship with girls other than handshakes and hugs, so it was surprising to the boys. Aubrey places her head on San's chest and San played with her hair making her fall to sleep.

The boys were still looking at San slightly shocked. San looked over to them and said "why are you looking at me like that?"
Mingi replied that they were surprised that the two snuggle up that close. San then explained that they have always done this since she lived in Korea because that's what best friends do. He also added that it is just like him and Wooyoung cuddling because they are best friends too.

They all thought about it then agreed realising it is the same.

20 minutes later, most of the boys had gone and it was just Hongjoong, Mingi, San and Aubrey. San slowly got up and picked Aubrey up taking her to his room. He would have taken her back to her room but he had no idea where her key card was.

Once he got inside he placed Aubrey in bed and joined her, snuggling into her. Seonghwa was already asleep so he made sure to be quiet.

Soon, deep sleep took over San who fell asleep smiling because he had his best friend.
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Thank you for reading!!!