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𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚒𝚡

10pm

she had stayed there, curled up on the sofa, for around three hours. mingi had been upstairs for this whole time so she hadn't dared to head up to bed - not that she'd be able to sleep anyway.

she decided to go to the kitchen to get some water. as she reached for the glass, she noticed her hand still shaking and put her other hand over the top to try and still it.

"baby..."

she jumped at the sound of mingi's voice from the doorway - she hadn't even heard him come downstairs. but something was off about the way he said "baby".

"baby... do you want me to... if you want I can sleep on the sofa" he slurred. he had obviously been drinking. this made her terrified - last night he had proved he was capable of such acts while sober, so being drunk definitely wouldn't stop him from getting angry at her again.

he stumbled over to where she was stood, her back to him. she could still feel the heartbeat of dull pain in her stomach. a shiver came over her as she felt his strong arms snake around her waist.

"I need to hold you, y/n. are you okay? I'm going to hold you until you don't hurt anymore"

she said nothing.

"please talk to me, I'm sorry I got mad baby girl... you know... you know you're my whole world"

she could feel herself shaking under his touch. she knew it wasn't a good idea to ignore him for too long though, so she mustered all her bravery and turned to face him.

"there's my beautiful girl" he smiled, unable to stand straight.

"mingi... you hit me..."

the words escaped from her mouth before she had chance to pull them back.

his smile disappeared. before she knew it, he had got down on the floor and kneeled infront of her shaking form. he grabbed her hand with both of his and broke down. his sobs were even more dramatic in his current drunken state.

"I'm so sorry" he wailed. "I'm a fucking idiot. I never meant to hurt you" he continued,

"I'm so scared of losing you, y/n. I'm fucking terrified. you're the best thing that ever happened to me, you save my life everyday. you're the only reason I'm alive. I can't lose you"

"why do you think you're going to lose me all of a sudden?!" she asked, looking down at his shivering body.

"because you're beautiful and all these guys want your attention, y/n"

"but why now?"

he stood up and looked into her eyes. "you're getting bored of me..." he whispered through sobs.

"no I'm not... but baby, you need to stop this, you need help or something... you're gonna push me away"

"no!" he gasped.

"I don't want to be scared of you"

"baby, it won't happen again - I promise. I won't touch you ever again"