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as san appeared down the corridor, y/n felt she could finally release all her emotions and she ran to him, bursting into tears. he held her tightly as she cried into his jacket.

"shhh, I'm here now, don't worry" he soothed. "shhh..."

"how can all this be happening to me?!" she cried. "I'm so tired of it"

"hey, hey, look at me. I told you I'm gonna make it better" he softly spoke as she looked into his deep brown eyes. "what did the doctor say?"

"he's gonna be okay but, san, he did this for me, how can I live with that?"

"it isn't your fault, y/n"

she wiped away her tears as she pulled out her phone. "I have to call yun- his friend to come be with him"

"is he awake?" san enquired.

"yes, I've been to see him, I'm going to go back in a second, when I've called yunho"

she searched his number and called him, still wiping the tears from her face.

san watched her as she spoke on the phone. she was so brave, he thought. she'd been through so much already, so much that she didn't deserve. he just wanted to take her back to his bed and hold her until she felt happy again.

"he's on his way. I have to go back to sit with him, san, I'm sorry"

"don't be sorry. I'll be right out here" he replied.

she nodded and pushed back open the door to the ward where mingi was being cared for.

mingi smiled as she appeared again at the end of his bed.

"yunho will be here soon" she informed him, trying to convey comfort in her voice. "you should try to sleep, you need rest"

"I'll sleep when you leave" he said. "is san here?"

"yes, he's outside"

mingi stopped for a second. his heart was breaking - but he deserved it. he knew he didn't deserve to be the one to care for her anymore.

"I'm glad you're not alone. you should go be with him though"

"no, no. I want to wait for yunho"

"don't leave him out there alone. go" he said. every word pained him even more, but holding onto her would be no use. and the more he looked at her beautiful face, the more he died inside, knowing what he had done to her.

"go" he repeated.

"okay, if you're sure?"

"go" he smiled.

she reached over for his hand one more time and looked into his eyes. "take care, mingi" she spoke through tears. and then she left him, tears also threatening in his own eyes.

as she exited the ward she saw yunho arriving, looking a little confused at everything that was happening. she couldn't even speak to him right now.

"y/n, what hap-?"

"speak to mingi" she interrupted as san moved to her side.

"who is this?" yunho asked.

"you need to speak to mingi" she repeated as she walked past him and away from the ward.

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arriving back at san's, y/n went straight towards san's sofa and threw herself down, exhausted.

"can I get you anything?" san asked, always attentive.

"no thank you, I feel like I just need to sleep for a hundred years"