If You Love Her ⤍ Kim Jonghyun

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I still remember that day vividly. We were together. She apologized to me and because I was a fool for her I forgave her almost immediately. She kissed me and said she had to go. She walked away and I was smiling like an idiot thinking that she really cared about me and my feelings towards her.

Later that day Kibum walked into my room. I was in a really good mood. He didn't look happy so my smile immediately dropped. "Almost an hour ago Minho proposed to Amelia and she said yes." Those words broke me. It felt like a hundred daggers were shot into my heart.

At that moment I knew that I fell in love with someone who can never be mine. I knew that she wouldn't be mine because I expected her to reject me when I first met her but I had a bit of hope that was blinding me from reality.

More days passed by and she finally contacted me back. She asked to meet up and she came to my dorm room. She told me that she loved me but I should give her time.

"If you really loved me you wouldn't say yes! Before you told me to give you time and I did now you need more time?!" I yelled.

"Just this once. I mean it! Really just give me one more chance and I'll call it quits with Minho." She begged.

"Why are you so attached to him? If you don't love him why are you with him? Or maybe you really love him but you're playing with my feelings?" I kept throwing these questions at her.

"Jonghyun, Baby, I love you. I really do. I mean it just give me one more chance. That's all I need. Please." She said as she wrapped her arms around my waist placing her chin on my chest as she was looking up at me.

She knew how to get me to say yes. She had me wrapped around her finger and I couldn't do anything about it.

I knew I was a fool. Every time she asked me back I'll run back to her. I was a fool for her and I didn't mind as long as I had her close to me.

I was in love with a girl who was already taken but I didn't care.