If You Love Her ⤍ Kim Jonghyun

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"Aww you look so cute." I said smiling. Amelia didn't say anything. I was looking at the photos I took of her without asking for permission.

"Delete them now." She said angrily. "Why would I? You look cute and you also take pictures of me when I'm not looking." I said and continued scrolling through the photos.

I laughed at a picture just because she looked adorable. She was asleep when I took that photo. "Stop laughing." She said. I could tell that she was annoyed because of the tone of her voice.

"Amelia baby what's wrong?" I asked her softly. "Just stop..." She said and sat on my bed. "Just tell me what's wrong? You don't usually act like this. You would usually laugh with me." I said as I sat on my bed next to her and placed my hand on the back of her hand that was placed on her thigh.

She snatched her hand away and stood up. "Just stop it!" She exclaimed. She grabbed her things and left in the speed of light without giving me a chance to say anything.

I didn't contact her for a few days because one I didn't know if she was with Minho and I didn't want him to find out and two because I wanted her to calm down first for us to talk things out.

Days became weeks and I couldn't just sit around and do nothing so after arguing with myself I finally had the guts to text her.

'What's wrong with you lately? Did I do anything wrong? You can talk to me anytime about anything I'll listen.'

She didn't reply to my texts immediately so I tossed my phone on my bed and kept pacing back and forth thinking hard if I did something to upset her but I couldn't think of anything.

After hours she finally replied:

'You won't understand even if I told you. You don't know how I feel.'

I immediately replied back:

'I might not know what you're feeling but I think I'll be able to understand.'

'It's not like you care. You don't even know that I'm struggling.'

'How am I supposed to know you're struggling when you haven't ever told me that you're struggling?'

'You're supposed to know on your own.'

'Oh really? Do you think I can read minds or I'm psychic or something?'

I was really pissed off. I was dead worried about her and she was acting so cold towards me.

'Just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you.'

That was the end of our conversation. I didn't respond because I didn't want to say anything I'll regret later on especially because I was really mad at that time.

At that moment I remembered thinking to myself 'Why am I the only one who is putting an effort in this relationship for it to stay strong and not collapse?'