𝖂𝖍𝖔 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖘 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊

b i g 14

unthinkable.

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(Time Skip)(3 weeks later)

//Tiara//

I woke up to someone stroking my inner thigh. It was Trippie. I turned around to completely face him, he was still asleep. He looked so- so- peaceful. A vibe that I've been getting from him for a while now. Before he was just  Trippie, rude, and selfish. But he seems calmer now.

I've been so clingy lately. But he's been everything I've ever wanted. He's been so charming. I feel like I love him, but I don't want to make it to early for that. Not like last time.

He's been enjoying my company and always taking me with him wherever he goes. He can make me feel like I'm on cloud nine, just by looking at him. I understand something now, something I didn't understand before.

Don't take anything for granted.

Losing him to Coi taught me that. I'm glad we went through that situation because it taught me that we were stronger after it, and that things may change but feelings can feel the same. No matter what.

I was staring at him when he woke up. His eyes fluttered for a moment and he jumped when he saw me 😭 I guess he doesn't like people watching him sleep.

"What the fuck?" He said raspily. I giggled and crawled into his arms. He was so warm and being in his embrace was like being in heaven to me, it was one of the many things I missed while he was gone.

We ended up watching Trolls and later together for a while. I brought snacks up for us and the usual water and drinks but other than that we didn't do much.
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Later that night..

Trippie and I were getting ready to go to the studio. After putting on some sweatpants and a hoodie, I was ready. Trippie and I sped off in the way of the studio in the car.

The studio wasn't far from where we were, maybe like a 10 minute drive? But it was always fun going with him and hearing his voice. He made a bunch of collars for this album and did some on his own, this was an album that he was waiting to release for a while. He was just doing some finish touches, like adding more and more songs and making an album cover.

He just released an album called '!', he did mad good on it and he was getting good reviews and everything. He works hard on his music and deserves the world for his determination.

I had the six and decided to play something soothing and I'm not gonna lie, I knew someone's boyfriend that had a soothing ass voice.

I put on 'so high' by ski, I just like the way he sounds. His voice is calming so I see why Scarlette is satisfied about that. Trippie's voice is soothing too !...

We pulled up at the studio around 9 and decided to go inside. The studio was a haven for trippie. He seemed like his best self here. I'm so glad I have him in my life, I couldn't imagine him without it.

The way he makes me feel is unthinkable. I feel so good about myself now that I've met him, it's something that I've never really experienced. Self confidence was my goal and I feel like I've gotten that because of him.

They were just making trippie listen to a song to make sure he liked it, so we wouldn't be here long. He kept on glancing and smiling at me when he was listening to the music. I couldn't hear it because they made him put headphones on so I just got on my phone.

"You Ready?.." Trippie asked, and I nodded my head. We walked to the car whilst holding hands. He opened the door for me and eventually went to the drivers side.

After about 20 minutes and grabbing food on the way, we were home. He led me upstairs, leaving me to hold the taco bell bags. We finally got to his room and laid down.

"What show you wanna watch, bae?" He asked me, I never really look into new shows and people have been talking about 'You' , I heard it was about a serial killer trying to find love or something?? (and no I have not watched it-)

I took the combos we got out of the bags and started eating, drinking my brisk too. We got all cuddled up when we finished eating.

I love him. 💗

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The next afternoon..

We were currently at the mall and looking around at forever 21. Trippie came up to me with like 30 bras and panties, making me giggle. It feels good to have someone sexually attracted to you. It feels good to have someone to like you at all.

I was looking through all of the things he picked out and I actually liked some of them, no cap he had rlly good taste for a guy?... idk

After shopping there we went to several sneaker stores for my lil sneaker head 💞. He got a few pairs of shoes and 2 matching hoodies for us.

We got home after a while and I decided to actually tell him I love him, cause what could happen? We got all comfortable under the blanket, did I ever tell y'all how comfortable his bed was?!...

"Michael?" I whispered (I don't rlly call him that because my brothers name is Michael and it feels weird..) I moved my head over to look at him.

"Mhmm" he hummed, "I think, um I feel like, no, I know that I love you." I said staring at his eyes. He looked at me with an unfamiliar gaze. " I felt like I should have told you because I've been holding onto it for so long. I just really feel like it's meant to be."

He hugged me a little bit tighter and flipped me around so I was completely facing him.

"I love you too, more than I ever thought I would ever love anyone. I've never really felt so connected to someone before. You make me feel amazing, like you are the main purpose of my life, I need you Tiara." He told me, then pulled me in for a kiss.

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Heyyy !... haven't updated in a while, this is a little filler but it means so much to me that I have 1k reads ! Tysm, y'all keep me so motivated, love y'all so much 🥺💓 !!!