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Chapter two

Here's a little from chapter one:

 I looked up at his face again, and now I suddenly realised how close we were. So near that if I just leaned a little closer to him, I could kiss him. The moment was perfect. Full of love. Or at least that's how I felt it. As driven by a force I took the last step and met his lips with mine.

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Chapter two.

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Breaking from the kiss to take in breath to my lungs. Stupid lungs I thought. Someone sobbed loudly and suddenly screamed:

"What the hell are you doing Robbie?" I looked to where the voice was coming from. Angelina.

Robbie looked up with guilt written on his face. I just stood there and gaped. I couldn't move. While I just stood still, Robbie was going to an upset Angelina which was crying. He comforted her like I wished that he would do to me. I just watched them. Robbie hugged Angelina's long body and looked me in the face suddenly. But what was there was something that made me want to crawl up in the darkness and never come back. Anger filtered his otherwise soft eyes. I winced. He looked at me with pure hate. It was written all over his face. He could of just screamed out: "I HATE YOU!" instead. The silence was much worse. It was unbearable so I just ran. Ran as far away as I could. Not caring that I was skipping school.

Finally outside I breathed in the fresh air. Why did I kiss him? I just missed him so much. I couldn't ignore the feeling when I felt his lips onto mine. Even though it probably lasted for some seconds it still was enough for me to start hoping. But after that look he gave me, I knew it was over. He would never want me anymore, now that he has his mate. Angelina. I envied her so much.

Walking home while thinking of my bad mistake I realised that the only choice I had now was to go to that boarding school. I could definitely not stay here. Especially because I wouldn't bear to watch them every day in and out until I finishes this year. And also I never wanted to see that look on Robbie's face ever again. Letting go of my thoughts I walked home.

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Hugging Macy and Dorothy in a bear hug I said:

"I am going to miss you two so much!" Macy was crying. She didn't want me to go. Dorothy was trying to pull Macy away from me so that I could take my bag. I took my dark- blue bag and sighed. I would also miss my room and parents. My room wasn't very big and was painted in a light pink color. My quilt was embedded on my white bed and my posters of Zac Efron hung on my wall. It made me think of old memories from my childhood. I turned around and saw Mom standing in the door opening. She smiled at me and I managed to squeeze back a smile, even though I felt devastated. I said goodbye to Macy and Dorothy again and then went downstairs where my dad was waiting. He rubbed his beard and it seemed as if he was in deep thoughts of something. Me putting down my bag on the floor with a loud thump awoke him from his thoughts. He looked up and said:

"Ready?"

"Yep, just one thing." I walked to mum and hugged her for several minutes. She laughed and said:

"Alexis, you can let go now. We'll visit you as often as we can." I nodded and pulled back. Getting my bag, me and dad got inside his black BMW. (car) I looked into the back mirror to take one last glance at my home. Or, soon to be ex home. I felt like crying, but kept myself together since dad was beside me. While he drove he had a serious face, his eyes strict to the road. I looked out through my window and just looked at whatever that I could look at.