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Chapter seven

We are not given a good life or a bad life. It's up to us to make it good or bad.

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Chapter seven 

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I didn't want all the drama in my life. I should just run away to somewhere very far away from here. But on a second thought I remembered those rogues, and I did NOT want to meet more of them.

Sitting on my bed in my room I was listening to "Impossible". I had to move on from all these heart breaks. I wished I was that kind of girl who could move on in a heart beat. Oh, how badly I wished I was.

I wanted to have a bucket of ice cream and lots of chocolate right now. OMG, NO. 'You can't be like that again.' After Robbie had found his mate I was in a depression mode, I was home watching romantic, sad movies while eating ice cream and chocolate.

Never again. I had to be that girl who moves on. I should at least try.

I dressed myself in some athletic clothes, that I could fight in. Then I went to knock at Alicia's door. She stuck her head out and asked:

"What is it?"

"I was wondering if you knew where Stephen's dorm is?" She gave me a knowing smile and then said:

"Just around the corner on...the number 8, I think."

"How can you know all this?" I asked her surprised.

"Well I have my secrets." she said mysteriously. Just as I was out the door, Alicia added:

"But you may not like his roommate." But I was already out and going to his room without knowing what was waiting behind door number 8.

I quickly found his room and then I knocked three times. I think I waited for five minutes before someone came, but the reason why I hadn't already left was because I heard someone was inside. The door opened by nonetheless Liam. My jaw dropped to the ground. He seemed shocked to see me and asked hesitantly:

"Did you want anything...erhmemm...Alexis?" He almost coughed out my name. I was quiet and it was then that I realised my mouth was still hanging so I shut it and cleared my throat. The silence was so embarrassing that I just wanted to disappear, maybe I should go back. Liam cleared his throat which brought me back to reality. I said:

"Is Stephen there?" Liam looked even more surprised now but he quickly covered it up and yelled at Stephen to come. I heard someone grumpily making its way over here. In the next second Stephen in all his glory was standing at the door. He lifted his eyebrow when he saw me, but I didn't really focus on his face anymore. He only had a towel on; covering his lower parts, but his nudity made me blush fiercely. I looked at his abs with wide eyes. How could someone be so good looking. I know I had a mate and was heart broken and all, but I wasn't "dead". Stephen's laughter brought me shamefully back to his face.

"Enjoying yourself?" He teased. Once again I blushed. I quickly said:

"Umm..well I was wondering if you could train me today in fighting, but I guess you're busy showering so I'm just gonna go now." I was just about to go, as he stopped me with his muscular arm.

"No that's okay, I just finished. I'm just gonna put on some pants first. Wait here, and don't try to flee." Oh, kill me now!!!! Stephen went to get some pants, wait pants! He was just going to get some pants, which meant that he wasn't going to be wearing a shirt. Oboy! I gulped. How was I going to be focused on training when he would go around with those abs all looking like a glorious god.

Oh, what I wished to see Liam's abs again, I started to think.

God, what happened to me? Ever since I started at this boarding school, all I've been doing is think dirty of guys.