𝑀𝓎 𝐵𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝐹𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹'𝓈 𝐵𝓇𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 (Ian Gallagher) *DISCONTINUED*

"Did You Know?"

After school Debbie, Amber, and Carl came home alone and they sat on the couch and watched tv. The front door swung open and Amber looked over her shoulder to see Lip. Lip slammed the door shut and he came into the living room.

"Amber follow me. Now." Lip says harshly and Amber stands up and follows Lip into his bedroom. "Shut the door." Lip says and Amber shuts the door. "Was it Kash? Did you know?" Lip asks and Amber gives him a confused look. "Was what Kash-" "Did you find Ian fucking Kash?" Lip says angrily and Amber pauses for a few seconds.

Amber sighs a shaky breath then she looks down at the ground. "Yes." Amber says. "Jesus Christ!" Lip yells. "What exactly happened yesterday?" Lip asks without looking at Amber. "I found him and Kash, I tired telling him it was wrong and he's married with kids but he wont listen to me." Amber says and Lip huffs. "The fuck is wrong with him?" Lip says and Amber shakes her head.

"I.. I don't know." Amber says and she sits on Ian's bed. "When Ian comes home.. I need you in here." Lip says. "Why?" Amber says. "Because if you don't I can't promise someone's teeth wont be fucking knocked out." Lip says with a mean glare and he storms out of the room.

"Wonderful." Amber says sarcastically.

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Amber was sitting the her and Debbie's room when she suddenly heard a crashing noise. "Oh shit." Amber says and she gets up and runs to the boys room. She saw Ian holding Lip up against the side of the bunk bed by his shirt and she immediately runs over to them and she grabs Ian's arm. 

"Ian stop!" Amber yells but he continues to glare at Lip. "Ian!" Amber yells basically begging him to let Lip go and he lets go of Lip but they continue to glare at each other.  "Jesus, lets go!" Amber says and she grabs Ian's wrist and she drags Ian out of the room and downstairs.

They make it into the kitchen and Amber stops as she see's Frank's silhouette in the darkness on the washing machine. "Frank? What are you doing?" Amber says and Frank turns on the light. "Waiting for Fiona and her boyfriend." Frank says and Amber raises her eyebrows as she knew he was on something. 

"What are you two doing?" Frank asks. "Well I just saved your son's from killing each other. Now if you excuse me." Amber says and she walks past Frank with her dragging Ian right behind her. "Put on your coat." Amber says and she grabs her coat and so does Ian. They both have on there shoes so all they needed was there coats. Amber and Ian leave the home and they both stand on the porch.

"What? Ian says and Amber glares at the porch for a second then she quickly turns to face him and she slaps him across the face. "Ow! What the fuck!?" "Your lucky I didn't punch you." Amber says and she sits down on the porch and she sighs. Ian then sits next to her and he sighs also.

"I guess I deserved that." Ian says and Amber looks at him. "You guess?" Amber says and Ian smirks. "Yeah I did deserve it." Ian says and Amber holds onto her arms since she was cold. "I'm sorry for being a jerk." Ian says and Amber looks at him again. "Oh I'm sorry what was that again?" Amber says sarcastically while putting her hand behind her ear and Ian chuckles. "I'm sorry for being a jerk." "I thought you said that. I just didn't believe you said it." Amber says and Ian laughs.

"So.. Are you a top or bottom?" Amber asks and Ian gives her a confused look but with a smile on his face. "What?" Ian says with a laugh. "Are you a top or bottom?" Amber says and Ian laughs. "What? Its a very serious question." Amber says with a chuckle. "I uh.." Ian says and he chuckles. "I'm a top." Ian says and Amber's eyes widen. "Woooow, so your the one giving it to a grown man huh?" "Fuck off." Ian says with a laugh.

"So how did you.. Know you were bi?" Amber says. "I saw Justin Timberlake and I guess I kinda... Knew." Ian says and Amber makes a disgusted look. "Eww Justin Timberlake? With his ramen noodle hair?" Amber says. "Yeah, he's really good looking." Ian says and Amber shakes her head. "No way, have you even seen Leonardo Dicaprio? Mm if I was a guy I would totally turn gay for him." Amber says and Ian laughs.

"Yeah I guess he's pretty good looking." Ian says. "Better than noodle hair Justin Timberlake." Amber says with a slight shrug. "I don't know about that." Ian says and Amber chuckles. 

They were silent for a few minutes then Ian spoke up. "Look.. I know this is a personal question but... What does bipolar feel like?" Ian asks and Amber raises an eyebrow. "Uh.. Well..." Amber says and she scratches her head in confusion. "It... It feels like a ticking time bomb. Like just the littlest thing will make you blow up." Amber says and Ian sighs.

"Have you ever blown up?" Ian asks. "Multiple times yeah." Amber says. "And before you ask I'll tell you." Amber says as she see's Ian's mouth open and he shuts it. "I used to think I was fine. I thought I didn't have bipolar, so I didn't take meds. And short after that I would sneak into my fathers liqueur case and drink the night away." Amber says and Ian's eyes widen. "Jesus, how old were you?" Ian asks. "Uh... Eight I think?" Amber says. "Jesus!" Ian says loudly. 

"Yup.. But that wasn't even the worst of it." Amber says and Ian raises his eyebrows telling her to go on. "By the time I was ten I knew how it felt to be high on H and cocaine." Amber says. "What!? Where did you get H and cocaine?!" Ian says and Amber sighs. "My parents left some out." Amber says. "Is there anymore?" Ian asks and Amber paused. 

"No." Amber says. "Liar."  A voice rang in Amber's head. "Are you sure?" Ian asks clearly knowing she was lying. "Yes." Amber says without looking at him. "Filthy liar." The voice rang again. Ian knew she was lying but he knew if she wanted to tell him she would and hopefully eventually through time she would tell him.

Loud music blasted through the house and Amber and Ian looked at the house with confused but smiling faces. "Oh Jesus wonderful." Amber says with a laugh. "Wanna get something to eat? I haven't eaten anything since this morning and I'm sure when we get back they will be finished with there party." Ian says and Amber raises an eyebrows. "Oh I thought you would want to have some fun time with your boyfriend." Amber says sarcastically and she makes a hole with two of her fingers and she puts one of her fingers in and out of it.

"Fuck you. Lets go." Ian says with a laugh and he stands up and walks down the stairs with Amber close behind him.

TO BE CONTINUED...