Memories - Romanogers Fanfic

Final Chapter (Alternative)

**As I warned you before, the end could be the last one, where you can imagine a different ending for the family or... you stay with this one here...**

N: You are stupid. A stupid man, Steve!

Said Natasha, holding one of the three bottles of Vodka she still has to drink. On her bedroom floor there were more than 5 bottles already empty.

N: I told you! I told you, Steve! I warned you to not to go on that mission and you... you were so stupid!!

Natasha said while crying and looking angry, she took a long sip of the vodka.

N: You're so stubborn, selfish and... bastard! "I promised the president to help when the time came. I need to save the world" Fuck the world, you idiot!!!

Natasha threw the bootle at the wall.

N: What's the use of saving them and condemning me??? I hope you're burning in hell right now, Rogers!

Natasha grabbed the picture frame with her picture and Steve together and also threw it against the wall, breaking the picture frame.

N: I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!!!!

Natasha did not notice the tears falling from her face. She stood up to get the portrait back, but she was so drunk she staggered and fell to the floor, breaking two bottles.

One of the shards of glass cut off her hand. Natasha watched the blood drain while she cried. She bit her lip hard and closed her eyes, crying even more.

N: Why did you leave me???

Natasha dragged herself to the portrait, she took what was left of the frame and observed the image of her and Steve, smiling and looking at each other. She placed the photo on her chest and curled up on the floor, as if she could receive a hug from that photo.

Natasha fell asleep.

...

The next morning, Natasha woke up with a loud knock on the door. She stretched and ended up kicking the bottles around her. She stood up, feeling a terrible headache. She looked around and picked up a full bottle of Vodka. She opened it and headed for the door taking a long drink straight from the bottle.

Natasha opened the door.

H: You look awful, Natasha!

Maria Hill declared watching her friend.

N: Where are my children??

H: Down there with Sam and Henry. I had to come first to make sure you are in a position to see them and obviously you are not.

N: I just need some coffee.

H: And a bath!

N: Shut up!!

Natasha went into the bathroom and took a shower, she came bak to the living room wearing a bathrobe, but she still looked drunk, her eyes deep and red, plus the sniffling nose.

H: My God, Natasha, you look like a drug addict!

N: And you look like a Miss Universe!

H: Natasha, I can't allow the kids to come up.

N: What???

H: You are not in conditions...

N: You have no right!!!

Natasha pointed her finger to Maria Hill and seemed very upset.

H: Natasha!