Nakarating na kami sa hospital
Agad akong tumakbo papunta sa emergency room
" The patient name Jamiel where is he right now" Tanong ko.
"He's at the room 305 " Sabi nya.
" Lets go" Sabi ko at hinila si sir.
Agad naman ako tumakbo habang hila hila si sir.
Pero napatigil kami nang bigla kaming harangin nang dosedosenang doctor. Tsaka bigla silang nag bow.
Dun ko lang naalala na may kasama pala akong bigatin kaya agad kong nabitawan ang kamay nya. Pero agad nya itong kinuha at dumeretso sa pagpasok sa kwarto.
At dun nakita namin si jamiel nakahiga at nanghihina.
" Anak mommy's here "sabi ko at tumakbo para hawakan ang kamay nya.
" Im fine " sabi nya at napansin si boss sa likod ko.
" Who is he mommy" Tanong nya.
Sasagot na sana sya pero biglang pumasok ang doctor.
" Are both of you his parents? Come with me to my office i have something to discuss with you" Sabi nang doctor at lumabas.
" Ako na pupunta " Sabi ko.
" No ill come with you as your husband " Sabi nya at lumabas na nang kwarto at dumeretso sa office nang doctor.
Napailing nalang ako at sumunod.
Pagpasok namin sa office nang doctor ay naabutan din namin ang teacher nakaupo.
" Im here to discuss a very important matter to you. Jamiel is suffering from depression. Your child might insist that they're fine or they may deny that they're experiencing any problems. Many parents pass off their child's irritability as a phase or they assume it's part of normal development. But, irritability that lasts longer than two weeks may be a sign of depression. " The doctor stated.
"At school jamiel doesnt even want to talk, often eats his meal and wanted to be alone, he dont want to interact with people, at first i thought its just normal to miss their mom but its not, once we celebrated a family day did he even tell you about this? He told me you was very busy with work so he decided to attend by himself. He always distance himself from us and it is a sign that he's already suffering from depression " Sabi nang teacher.
At dun i felt dumbfounded. Anong klaseng ina ako para di mapansin na nag kakaganito na anak ko.
I tried to stop myself from crying when suddenly i felt someone tapping my shoulders telling me he was there to be a shoulder for me to cry on.
" Don't worry, well try our best to fix this " Sabi ni sir. At inalalayan akong lumabas nang kwarto. At saktong paglabas ko nagsituluan ang luha ko.
Aalis na sana ako nang biglang may humila sakin at yinakap ako kaya di ko na napigilan sarili ko at humagugol.
" Napakawalang kwenta kong ina " Sabi ko habang umiiyak.
" No your wrong " Sabi nya nararamdaman ko na hinahagod nya din likod ko para pakalmahin ako. Di ko mapagkakaila na i felt really calm simula nang niyakap nya ako
" Alam kong ginagawa mo lang lahat para mabigyan nang maayos na kinabukasan ang anak mo "mahinang sambit nya.
I just hope that this wont end