Michigan

10

I was about to look at the pregnancy test. I was too nervous. I know I have the support system if I am pregnant, but that doesn't stop me from being a nervous wreck. "Hey Emma your going to be ok. If you do end of being pregnant it will be ok. We will all be here for you." (Almost typed huw. Thanks a lot for that Nikki) I heard Calum say from outside the bathroom door. "Thanks" I said trying to calm myself down. "Can you come in here with me?" I asked I had put Harding down for bed and now it was just me and Calum awake.

"Sure" he came in and stood by me. "Ok I'm going to look" I said while putting my shaky hand out toward the pregnancy test. I picked it up and saw the two lines. I sat the test back into the counter And stood there shocked. I mean it was a one night thing with a guy I never even liked. Why the one time I do it again I get pregnant? Calum looked at the test telling by my face that I was in shock.

I wrapped my arms around him and buried my head in his chest before letting out some sobs. "Hey it's going to be ok. I'm here for you. I know it might be hard for you but I'll be here whenever you need me" he said while rubbing my back. I pulled away and said "no you won't" I was shaking my head trying while trying not to cry. "You won't. You'll be off doing your tour and in your amazing celebrity world. I'll be here with Harding and the baby. And I'm so proud of you for getting so big and being able to do the things you've always wanted to do. It's just hard. Gosh why am I so emotional about it we aren't even dating." I said while running my hands through my hair.

"Im a horrible person. I can't do this right now. Of course it's me I mean it couldn't be someone else. Why did I have to fall. Dammit" Calum said while shaking his head. At this point I was really confused. I didn't know why he looked so (about to put looked so much like a shovel and I'm wheezing) stressed. It wasn't like it was his kid or we were dating for that matter. "I'm so sorry. I have to go" Calum said which made me start to cry again. "No you can leave me like this. Please stay with me. I can't be like this alone I need someone." I said through sobs. "Call Nikki then." He said while walking out of the bathroom. " no I need you Dammit" I said which made him turn around and look at me with a shocked expression. I surprised myself too I didn't know I had that much power but now I know.

"I- I - I can't stay I have to go" he said while shaking his head. "No Calum stay please" I said and looked up at him "I need you." I said in a whisper since my words couldn't be strong anymore. He instantly ran over to me and pulled me into a hug. "God I'm so stupid. I'm so sorry I didn't mean to get mad at you. You just found out your pregnant again." Calum said while running his fingers through my hair. "Your having a baby" Calum whispered. "Your going to have another bundle of joy running around here with Harding." He said in a soothing voice. I finally quit crying and was starting to smile.

"I'm going to be a mother to two. Oh my gosh" I said while pulling away from the hug. "Harding is going to be a big brother" I said looking at Calum in the eyes. "Here let's go sit" he said and grabbed my hand before leading me to the couch. He sat down and pulled me down beside him. "I have a little baby in there" I pointed to my belly. "Oh lord I hope it's a boy I could never deal with a girl" I said while shaking my head. "I'm sorry about my freak out" Calum said while looking at his lap. "Hey there is no need to apologize. I should be the one apologizing" I said and grabbed Calum's hand before laying my head on his shoulder.

"I'm tired" I said while playing with his fingers. "Let's go to bed then" he said and patted my knee. "Ok get one of your hoodies then" I said and stood up walking over to the bathroom. I did my business and washed my hands. I walked out of the bathroom and into me and Harding shared bedroom to see Calum laying on the bed with his hoodie next to him. I grabbed it and took off my shirt not caring because I had a sports bra on under the shirt. Calum's eyes grew wide before realizing I had a sports bra on. I threw the hoodie on and went to close the bedroom door.

I went back to the bed and flipped on it before Calum came and cuddled up to me. I put a hand on my stomach and put his face by it before saying "hey there lil baby. I'm not related to you at all but I will be here to protect you. I already love you and you're not even out of there yet" I got a big smile on my face and Calum came back up and cuddled into me more. "Night" he said. I soon heard him snoring. I chuckled slightly before trying to fall asleep myself.

I was to busy thinking about the things that happened today. I looked at Harding to see him laying there peacefully while snuggling his dog stuffed animal. I smiled and realized that everything would be ok. With The boy I had in my arms and my little man I knew I would be able to get through anything.

An//

Yee haw people. Ok so here's another chapter. Currently listening to my fan because my Alexa decided to be all scratchy. So I don't have any of that but I do have an amazing song by an artist called 5sos not sure if you've ever heard of them before. It's called high and it's really good.

They are a really underground band and not a lot of people have heard of them before but ya know it's ok ig. They are one of my favorite bands and I hope you like it as much as I do. Ok but In all realness I think I'm going crazy. Mrs corona is being mean and making me stay home. Oh yes I found this band today called newboyband2020 on Instagram. Well I didn't find them Nikki did. And we've been talking to they and they are really nice ok bye. Love you all

-Emma