groupie - michael clifford u.s.

• nine •

"So like. The guys are coming over today." Gwen laid over my legs that were on the large sofa.

"Goodie." I said sarcastically. Yeah, I was hurt that Michael totally friend zoned me yesterday. Weird honestly. I've always been the one to friend zone. Ha. I've still been texting Michael but not as frequent and the texts aren't as interested.

"I don't think he meant for you to take that personally, Gwen." She crawled further on me, laying her head on my stomach now.

"I'm not. I'm over it. We're still friends." I have lied. I not over it... But I mean we're still friends so that's not a lie?

"Fine." She mumbled. Literally Lucy is so done with my shit. The tables have turned.

"I think I'm... In love with calum." She said slowly, peeking up at me. I smiled widely at her. At least someone could be happy in this damn place.

I was happy for Lucy. I always thought she would never really find love because she was so busy sleeping with different band members... like she would never have time for one, ya know?

"That's so adorable. Are you going to tell him?" I asked, playing with her hair.

"Not yet. I want him to say it first. Or get close to saying it... or maybe I should like wait a little bit and just confess my love I don't know I'm still thinking." She sighed, still smiling.

"I can't believe you're falling in love. Remember in like the 7th grade you had a crush on that one nerdy kid Zack and you guys dated up until 9th grade, thinking you were so madly in love?" I laughed. She laughed also, nodding her head.

"That was the boy I lost my virginity too." She added on, "remember when we were obsessed with green day and I told you, 'one day, I'm going to be a groupie', oh god." She put her hand over her face. "I'm kinda glad that I am, well was, one. I would've never met calum." She smiled to herself again. God I wanted that so bad. Ever since Andrew I've been dying to feel love again. Even though he was a dick to me...

I actually thought I would with Michael but that chance blew away yesterday.

Only if.

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"Let's play truth or d-"

"No. Let's not be typical teenagers okay? I hate that game anyways. That was my first time getting fingered-"

"Babe can you not talk about getting fingered but another person than me?" Calum interrupted Lucy. Making me poke me poke my finger in my mouth a little, showing that I was about to gag.

"How about we stop talking about doing wrong things." Ashton shook his head in disapproval.

"Ha the first time I played truth or dare I got a blow job by the grades whore." Michael laughed.

"Oh my god was it Tiffany Winston?" Like pipped up.

"Yeah." Michael answered.

"Dude same." Luke laughed, "me too!" Calum took a swig of his beer, almost spitting it out laughing at how all of them got a blowjob by the same thot.

"Well shit I got blew by Tiffany Winston's older sister Kimberly." Ashton shrugged, giggling slightly.

"Uhm. Well me and Gwen became friends after fighting over the cutest boy in the 2nd grade." I agreed with Lucy who was clung onto calum.

"What age, grade, and who did you guys loose your virginity too?" Luke asked.

"Wow very detailed." I leaned into the couch.

"Age 14, 8th grade, my boyfriend at the time, Zack Miller." Lucy went first.

"Year 9, 15, no clue who the girl was. It was in a disabled bathroom stall." Michael sighed, making calum burst out laughing.

"Oh my god I remember that! It was with Casey Johnson!" Calum continued laughing.

"Anyways! Mine was year 9, 15, Aleisha McDonald." Luke looked at Michael who was wiggling his eyes. Luke shook his head and took a drink of his beer.

"Year 10, 16, Andrew McDoug, boyfriend at the time." I nodded my head, remembering the painful experience.

"Year 9, 15, I think her name was Allison Kelly." Ashton giggled to himself, shaking his head that he couldn't remember the girls name clearly.

"Awkwardest moment of my life, year 9, 15, with Tammy Silken. It was in her kitchen while her parents were out, and her sister caught us while I was done! Then told her parents. Horrible." Calum shook his head, pushing his head into Lucy neck.

"Oh my god you came over the next day!" Luke laughed, "you were so scared because her dad found out! Funny how a week after you it was Michael and then a week after Michael it was me." Luke stood and stretched.

I was getting so tired. I was also feeling bad because I was in the same room as Michael and we weren't even sitting together. We haven't even talked at all today besides texting. We've had eye contact if that counts?

"I'm going to bed." I stood up, walking towards my bedroom. "Night guys!" I yelled after them. Everyone said goodnight except Michael, which made my heart sink a little bit.

I closed the door, locked it, and took off my jeans. I literally like fell in bed under the covers, turning the lamp off shortly. I felt around until I felt my iPhone plug, charging my phone.

I was almost asleep when my phone buzzed.

Michael: goodnight gwen