groupie - michael clifford u.s.

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Andrew: The cafe is closed today for some reason. can I come to your place instead?

me: Urm. sure.

Andrew: okay! see you in 15 minutes :)

me: okayy.

I threw on something simple. Not too out there, I mean it's only Andrew. My outfit turned out to be regular skinny jeans and a random plain purple shirt. I laced up my converses and plopped onto the couch, waiting for Andrews arrival.

Surprisingly i got a text from Michael as soon as there was a knock on the door.

Michael: Hey.

I ignored it, yes in know, bitch move. I just can't text Michael right now. It'll probably make me start crying and i do not want that right now.

I walked towards the door, taaking a deep breath before opening it.

Sure enough, it was Andrew. He smiled warmly at me. "Hey, Gwen."

"Hi." I said, opening the door for him to enter. He walked in, slowly taking a seat on the living room couch. I could already feel the awkward elevating off of him.

I sat beside him, making sure there was a large space between us.

"Wow it's been," he paused, looking around the living room, "forever." he sighed out.

"it sure has. A whole year and a half." I nodded, crossing my legs.

"What have you been up to?" he questioned, getting more comfortable. I hope this time passes quickly...

"Not much. Still live the same boring life. I kind of have a little bit of a twist to it though. Lucy isn't a groupie anymore. Uh I don't really know." I awkwardly laughed.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" He brought up quickly.

"Uh," I thought about Michael. He isn't my boyfriend... he isn't even really a friend to me anymore, sadly... hold the tears back Gwen, it's okay.

"No, I don't actually." I looked down and back up. He smiled and his eyes shinned. Oh god. I hope he doesn't think he has a chance with or anything...

"Have you even had a thing with anyone since the last time we dated?"

"a thing?" I asked him to be more specific.

"Boyfriend, friend with benefits, one night stand..." that's when I thought of luke. but I wasn't going to tell him about that.

"that's a bit personal, Andrew." I twirled my thumbs.

"You're right. Sorry."

oh this is going to be a long talk.

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"so yeah, now we aren't talking." I did it. I made the stupid mistake and told him about Michael. I'm crying now and completely vulnerable. Andrew had his arms wrapped around my shoulders, trying to comfort me. What can I say? I'm so emotional at the moment... I just need someone here. anyone.

"It's okay Gwen, it'll be okay." he soothed me, "maybe it wasn't meant to be." he whispered. funny, this is exactly what gwen was telling me when ever me and Andrew broke up a year and a half ago.

"you'll find someone better. I promise."

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*michael p.o.v.

I was currently driving over to Gwens apartment. Lucy told me that she was most likely going to be home.

I had to tell her.

I had to tell her how I really felt.

when Lucy and Calum came over last night and basically punched me in the face with reality and the truth, I thought long and hard ((like michaelS DICK SORry I'll go continue reading)). I've liked Gwen since day 1. even if my first intention with her was to get in her pants. that's not what it is anymore. I started to take the time to know her and I know I started to feel a liking for her... i just didn't want to believe it. so I pushed her away. I don't know if it's too late already to tell her that I do like her and that I do want to try with her, but I have to at least try.

I was parked in front of the building. I had to do this. now or never.

I finally had the courage to walk in, Lucy told me to just walk in because it'll make things quicker.

I instantly regretted it.

Right in front of me was Gwen, latched onto some guy. He was dangerously close to her face and I kind of wanted to punch him in the throat for taking my place.

"Michael." Gwen stood up quickly, wiping the tear that were now no longer falling from her eyes.

"I'm sorry. I'll go." I rushed out, feeling bricks of jealousy hit me in the face.

I had to get to my car as quick as possible to leave the embarrassing scene.

of course, I would be too late.

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