Ocean Breeze (bxb)-On Hold

0.7 - Watching eyes

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life:

It goes on.

- Robert Frost

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SPENCER

I woke up with something warm in my bed, hot water bottle maybe?. I rolled over to get a better feel of it, that is until I heard a groan. I froze.

What the fuck was that?

Oh god, what did I do last night? Come on Spencer remember.

'Oh, honey you don't want to do that.'

That's when it all came back to me, everything from last night. How Nathan comforted me, how I burnt my self, how josh went to annoy my sister, and how he put me to bed. With all that realisation, I quickly jumped out of bed, now regretting that decision considering I could wake him up.

I look over at him just checking he's still asleep-which he is-thank god. I head downstairs for breakfast and to clear my head. Once I had got downstairs everyone and I mean everyone including Josh, was at the table.

"Spencer why weren't you here to greet your dad?" I stayed silent because I know if I do tell dad will only worry and I don't want that.

"Exactly you don't have a reason, god you're such an ungrateful disappointment." She muttered the last part under her breath.

"Love you can't say that" my dad kinda stood up to her.

"I can say what I like, love" she sassed back.

"Yeah, sorry" my dad looked down.

I turned around to go back upstairs, away from my disappointed parents. That is until I was met with a shirtless Nathan. I went around him knowing I was getting stares from my family and Josh. Before I could take another step Nathan grabbed my wrist and pulled on it.

Me not having my balance properly I stumbled backwards, might I add into Nathan's torso. God, how embarrassing. If their eyes weren't watching us then, they definitely are now. Nathan leaned down and whispered in "why do you let her speak to you that way?"

I turn around so my chest is now against his. "Because she...well she could do anything" I was scared to look up into his eyes, scared that his eyes could stare into my soul.

"If it gets worse, you're more than welcome to come and stay with me for a while" he lifts my chin up, so I'm now looking at him, a light blush across my face.

"Thank you, that means a lot to me" he smiles at me but that's when I got lost in his gorgeous eyes. I forgot about the world around me, I forgot about the voice in my head, I forgot everything. It's like time had stopped, the only thing still present was him.

Once I had come back to reality, I could feel the watching eyes-of everyone-staring at me, but not just me. No, but at both of us. Nathan could see that I was uncomfortable, so he led me back upstairs to my room.

We had got so my room and he let's go of my wrist. I smack his arm, not too hard though, I mean I'm not that strong, so it would be that hard anyway.

"What was that for?"

I cross my arms "because you didn't have a top on"

"I'm sorry was it distracting?" He smirked

"As a matter of fact yes it wa..." I bushed at what I had just said and he looked at me amused. He grabbed my hand and tried to put it on his torso that is until...