♥The Start Of Rocklyn♥

Chapter 2: The Long Drive and Going In The Plane

*Kaitlyn's POV*

I gotta admit, it was a pretty long drive so far. If I counted right, two hours passed by already and we were still on the road. Of course by just knowing me, you could tell that I was getting kinda nervous already because of the thought that we might actually miss our flight. I couldn't handle the fact that I might not actually get to meet my idols. Especially the love of my life, which everyone should basically know who by now. Meanwhile, other than my panicking, Sam and Riann are just in the backseats munching on some snacks they picked up from a little old convenient store when we stopped for gas. Usually, I would think they would be the ones worrying with me about the idea of probably missing our plane, but, I guess I was wrong. I tried to tell my mom to drive faster if she could, but I didn't want to annoy her, so I thought it would be best to shut my mouth for now. I just kept praying that we make it on time though.

While I was sitting in my comfortable car seat looking out the window, a couple of thoughts kept rushing through my head along the way. Annoying, but not impossible ones. What if I don't get to meet them? What if I don't make it on time? What if we actually do miss our flight? Our one and probably only chance to meet my favorite people and my one true love. I'm pretty sure Sam and Riann want to meet their idols and their loves too, but are just not showing it at the moment. Honestly, I would just cry day and night if we don't make it. Still not paying attention to anything and just eating and on their phones, Sam and Riann are starting to get on my nerves. How are they not worrying that they might not be able to meet our idols too? The pain and torture feeling slowly began to build up on me. It kind of made me feel sick at first. Do they not want to meet them as much as I do? Or what? Well besides paying attention to them, a few other thoughts came rushing through my head. Bad ones too. Ones where I will be meeting them. What if they don't like me? What if they are annoyed by me? What if they are disgusted by me? Millions of these questions and thoughts fill up my mind horribly, trying for them to not be true. I couldn't get these out of my head. They just kept coming back to me. I hated those little negative voices that suddenly bring sadness and anger inside my head. One of my biggest fears is R5 not liking me. Yes, I know you're probably going to say "why would they not like you? You're awesome!", but I have my reasons. As you can tell, I'm really insecure. Surprising right? Haha, wrong. Whenever my friends or family lecture me about how 'perfect', 'pretty', and/or 'beautiful' I am, I just don't see it. Not trying to sound like a fool, but, I will never take those compliments seriously, until Rocky himself, says them to me face to face. Insane, but true. I'd only believe it from Rocky. When those sweet compliments, that I get pretty much everyday, come out from Rocky Mark Lynch's mouth, that will pretty much be the end of me. I'd probably die if you ask me. But I know that's never gonna happen so I always stick to not taking any kind compliments told to me. I may say 'thank you' or 'oh my gosh you too' or 'aw thanks' but that's basically all you're getting from me. I won't actually truly believe it. Oh who am I kidding, Rocky would never compliment me, not even once! As much as my friends say it will happen, I'm never going to believe it as always. I was hit back to reality when my mom kept shouting at me to get out of the car. Apparently, while I was too busy on my thoughts, we were right in front of the airport entrance. "We're here" "Finally", I said to myself as I rush out of the car and take our luggage from the trunk. I could tell that Sam and Riann were as lost into their own world as me when they came rushing out of the car right after me to grab their luggage too. We pretty much ran around the entire airport to go to the places we needed to go and the good thing was, there were no long lines. So we finished in a quick 10 short minutes. We finally made it to the plane entrance where I gave the grouchy man my ticket, as well as Sam and Riann that were coming behind me.

I was going to miss my mom to be honest. I mean, three months without her is just going to be quite...weird. But I knew I had to do this for a good cause, so we said all our goodbyes to my mother and ran into the plane. I sighed in relief finding out that we arrived on the dot! So yeah technically we weren't late. We put all our bags and needs in that empty space where we put our luggage, along with the other passengers doing the same thing.

After completing all of that, we finally sat down in apparently, the 3-seat part of the plane, which I found kind of ironic since there was exactly the 3 of us. I sat down as well as Sam and Riann and put our phones on airplane mode while smiling at the happy thoughts that are now starting to appear this time. Staying in the same hotel as R5 for 3 months,(and yes it's a far away place from where they live) so if I'm lucky, I might actually meet one of them or their parents in the elevator sometime or something. But I already knew at the thought, that it wouldn't happen. Yes, I know you think I might be a negative person for always bringing myself down like this, but I mean, nothing like that would come true, right? Ignoring that, I continued smiling at the fact that there weren't going to be any adults watching over us, which is a good thing since we are becoming adults ourselves. Well, not exactly. Adults don't necessarily fangirl about this kind of stuff but hey, 16 should somewhat count, right? Any who, I was thinking about how this plane ride was going to turn out. I guess we'll just have to see.