Well What Did You Think?

How?

O dont know how to do this.  For me to kill myself, I want to tell everyone but after I die. Wow. I dont know what to do.  I asked the guy. He was all like "Oh why dont you just make a video?" Little jerk. I know his name now. Andrew. Andrew is so... so... I cant even explain. He is so cute but gosh I hate him! Not as much as I hate myself. So I got out my phone. Then I took out my drawing book with the worst drawings in it. I wrote down what I needed to say. Then, it was movie time. I was trying to take the video, but my parents were arguing. Again. What new? I got hungry so I forcibly shoved some pills down my throat and said "deal with it!" And guess what my parents were fighting over? Me. Probably about how im such a screw up. How im going up for adoption. How they would just kill me of themselves.  Well im not giving them that leisure.  This is my bone to pick, my fight, my life.