Good enough for you [Angst](1/2)

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TW: argument shaming angst, crying,
, mention of some pretty dark things(abuse),Panic attack,Abuse flashback, Violence.
I feel very upset to I scrapped a Oneshot and wrote I feel really bad for writing this but it got it out of my system.im horrible at writing angst.

Part 2 will be fluff and the kleinsen boys playing animal crossing and cuddling uwu

Jared had forgotten how it'd all started,but there he and Evan where, arguing, again.

"Well at least I have a job!"Evan shouted at Jared rolling his eyes"All you do is sit on your Fat ass all day doing Jack shit Jared!what do you expect?"He shouted angrily at the shorter boy.

The words stung quite harshly for Jared,he really was trying his best.

"You never listen to me!"was all he could come up which as he tried to hold back the flood of tears what was eventually to come.

"Jared,all you do is play video games and eat all day!it's getting you nowhere!,you always fuck shit up!"The words escaped Evans mouth before he could stop them but he kept going"I mean, you never payed attention o me anyways so I don't get why you're so upset, you're an asshole and do nothing to help yourself in life!"

By then the flood of tears Jared had tried to keep in flooded his face as he cried and struggled to respond"i-i know,I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry"he repeated as the words Rang in his head reminding him of his father,he kept repeating he was Sorry"please don't h-hit me I'm sorry I'm sorry"he repeated over and over again as he cried into his knees as he was now in the corner of the room.

"Jared..Jared I'm sorry I didn't mean it- I would never hurt you.."Evan said his eyes widened at how he realised he'd fucked up,he sat beside Jared and reassured him "it's alright Jared,I'm sorry it going to Alright, he isn't here, nobodys going to hurt you"

Flashback
ABUSE TW ABUSE TW ABUSE TW ABUSE TW

Jared bounced his ball around the house as he laughed running from his older brother,he ran into the living room where his father was and ran around the table laughing.

"JARED!"His father yelled getting up,the boy froze slightly scared"you Fucking little shit!what have I told you about that stupid Fucking ball in MY house,I warned you so many times"which wasn't true,"you always fuck shit up,you little brat"

Jareds brother called the police and their father was arrested for child abuse,Jared was left with a black eye broken nose and a few bruises.

END TW END TW END TW

Jared Cried into his boyfriends shoulder as he comforted him.
"Jared,I'm sorry,it's ok,it's going to be ok,I won't let nobody hurt you"
"A-Alright Acorn.."
"Jared can you name 10 things you can see/feel?"Evan asked as,Jared had had a panick attack and he was trying to calm him down.

"Y-you,the wall,the floor,the window,the sky,me,my clothes,the bed,the TV and Our cat.."He said looking at his boyfriend.
"Jared,I didn't mean anything I said, Alright?I know you try your best I'm really sorry"
"I-its Alright"he sniffled and kissed his boyfriends cheek
"Hey how about we play animal crossing to cheer you up?"Evan suggested as he and Jared had just gotten ACNH.
"S-sure"

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