I'll Always Find You

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hey babies, i see youre excited about the updates, i am too. ill treat you to a few, just allow me time to write. i appreciate everyones patience! thank you, enjoy!
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it felt like a relatively normal day, and it was. jorge and benji woke up and got breakfast together, benji had an omelette this morning and jorge just had avocado toast, he didnt feel up to eating too much today, he felt really sleepy and drained. "since when did you start eating eggs?" jorge asked, he was confused, benji always ate the same thing. "maybe because i got burnt out on that old shit." benji smiled, teeth full of eggs. jorge scrunched his nose, "ewwww." he spoke in between giggles. jorge threw his napkin at him when he didnt stop. "stopppp, thats gross." jorge couldnt stop laughing. "what, this?" benji said while stuffing more eggs in his mouth and chewing them up and then opening his mouth to show jorge. "ewww oh my god stop benjiii." jorge said, with his hands up. benji closed his mouth and swallowed. he began to laugh,"oh my god you shouldve seen your face, it was so cute but so funny."

after breakfast, benji had to see the doctor to run some tests on him so he could visit home soon. jorge didnt want to leave his side, just like when they were kids. he sat in a chair next to benji's bed, but from a distance because these tests were more invasive. jorge would love to hold his hand, but there were 4 nurses around the bed AND the doctor. jorge just watched from a short distance to make sure benji was okay. he wasnt listening to the doctor or the nurses, just watching benji to make sure he was okay. after the longest hour of their lives, the tests stopped and benji could rest. jorge scooted closer and held benjis hand. "are you feeling okay benjamin?" jorge asked quietly, louder than a whisper. a smile crept onto benjis face. "yes jorge, im okay for now." he spoke weakly. jorge smiled and hugged benji.

he crawled into bed with benji, benji was worn out. it was only 4pm and he was ready for bed. "jorge," benji started. "hmm?" jorge responded while looking up at him. "can you be the little spoon tonight? i like this." jorge smiled. "yes, i will." jorge snuggled into benji's chest and closed his eyes. "what if this is the last time we could ever do this?" benji whispered. jorge shot a look up at him, angry maybe? distraught? "benjamin, never talk like that." jorge was serious. "im not saying it is, but what if it was?" benji looked back down at him with weak eyes. "then i would have some news for you, but since its not the last time we will ever get to do this then you dont get to hear the news." jorge kind of smirked, knowing benji hates secrets. "oh my god no, you cant just say that and then NOT tell me." benji whined. "sucks." jorge laid his head back down and closed his eyes. "you better be glad this isnt the last time we get to do this." jorge whispered. "yeah, i know." benji spoke, trying to sound like he wasnt hiding something.

benji and jorge fell asleep at 4:15pm. man, this was gonna be hard.
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did you enjoy? you are probs mad at the cliffhanger, but it gets better, i promise.
tuesday
4/28/20
11:27pm