Suicidal Tendencies

Welcome Home

"Okay Miss, you now have the option of leaving after you change back into your clothes." The bitchy nurse from before judged me silently. Eagerly, i grabbed my clothes from her and shooed her out of the room. Closing the curtains, i slipped on my Set It Off tee, ripped black skinny jeans, and knee high combat boots. It's about time, I was tired of that place. It smells like elderly men and the staff treats me like i'm helpless. Dont even get me started on that undercover slut of a nurse. Add all these things up and you have somewhat close to a living hell. Right after i changed, the boys walked in very.......formally. "Our lady, please come with us. Your carriage is ready to take you to the castle." Blaze and Ian bowed to me. Behind them, Andy and Alex played ukuleles (terribly) and Echo performed the 'dance of his people.' All of these guys were so random, and it was amazingly beautiful in my eyes. Laughing, we all began to dance as Andy and Alex played louder and started to sing random nursery ryhmes.

"Woah! This house is enormous! Are you sure you got the right address?!" I gawked at their house. Blaze shrugged while the twins laughed at my reaction. "Well it has to house all five, now six, of us and occasional guests..." Ian explained. "Plus my family may or may not be completely loaded." Anxiously, i used my new key to enter my castle. The walls were painted a crimson color with quotes in silver randomly placed amongst the walls. "Let's show her..." Echo winked at the others. The boys nodded in agreement with him. Looking at all of them, i gave them my what-the-frick-is-goin-on look. The twins lead the way, gracefully turning corners and stopping at a room with copper painted doors. They kept whispering to each other and shoving one another playfully before agreeing to finally open the doors. Gasping, i took in the beautimous sight before my dull brown eyes. There were atleast two of every instrument you would use when in a band. The boys positioned themselves beside the instruments on the small elevated part of the room. The twins at the guitars, Ian at the drums, Blaze at the bass, and Echo at the microphone. "One , two, one, two , three, FOUR!" Ian tapped his drumsticks as he counted. On four, the band started up their version of Would You Still Be There by Of Mice & Men.

"If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,

If I could turn back time would you still be there?

I can't stop thinking about the way

I left you sinking with no escape.

Now there's no lifeline, no way to save.

But maybe next time I won't throw it all away.

I ask myself everyday...

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,

If I could turn back time would you still be there?

If I could find the words to say,

If I could shake the world to break you down,

Then would you still be there?

Would you still be there? [2x]

Dislocated, I lie awake

Suffocating in my mistakes.

I lost my halo when I fell from grace,

But maybe next time I won't throw it all away.

I ask myself everyday...

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,

If I could turn back time would you still be there?

If I could find the words to say,

If I could shake the world to break you down,

Then would you still be there?

There's no dancing around it,

I crawl into the fire then fan the flames,

And I can't stand it

And I can't stand it

But I don't have the strength to burn the page

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,

If I could turn back time would you still be there?

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,

If I could turn back time would you still be there?

If I could find the words to say,

If I could shake the world to break you down

Then would you still be there?"

After their brilliant rendition of the song, we decided to go out and get something to eat. "Okay, uhm, wanna take the van?" Blaze looked at Ian. Eagerly, he nodded, grabbed the keys, and we headed out. "It's about dayum time." Blaze sassed Ian. "Boi you slo-" He attempted at keeping his act up, but ended up bursting into laughter instead. Clumsily, i hopped out of the van and entered the local chinese resturant with the others. After, dinner we decided to go to the mall. Fortunately, i got stuck with the most generous guys ever. "Let's go into Apple." Echo sent the others a look. Oh yay, what were they up to now? "Pick one." Andy and Alex did their best supermodel poses beside the iPhones on display. A smile snook itself onto my face and i examined the cellular devices.

"Like DUDE! It's so cool." I squealed as i look at my new iPhone six in it's Black Veil Brides case. Echo smirked, and handed me another bag from the Apple Store. Inside, was the latest version of the Macbook. "Oh my gosh!!!" I smiled. "You didnt have to get his for me!" Echo shrugged and smiled shyly as we entered our natural habitat: Hot Topic. Excited, I ran all around the store looking at various forms of band merchandise. The boys also scattered themselves around the fantabulous place we call a store. Looking at the beanies, a sense of acceptance and full blown confidence washed over me. Not holding back, i strutted around the store picking up anything i felt was i had to get and made small talk with other shoppers.

After about forever, we walked out of my home away from home. The boys nodded at each other knowingly, and led me into a furniture and paint store. "Have at it." Ian smiled. Confidently, i dragged them all around the store, even going in circles a few times. The cashier, looked at us funny as she rang up my items. I got a queen sized bed, a black dresser,purple silver and black sheets, two book shelves, a lamp, some paint, and an easel with acrylic paints. "Would you shut up? I refuse to take care of your 'special needs' so just give up." Echo grumbled. The cashier finally stopped flaunting herself at Echo and acted offended towards Echo's outburst. What an idiot.

"That was....uh......interesting." Blaze remarked as we walked into the house. The twins whispered back and fourth to each other as usual. I admired how they always seemed to be on the same level with each other, yet still a couple levels above everyone else. It was like they were in their own little world when they were with one another. I want to be apart of their world.... "Hey guys!" I smiled. The twins gave each other looks of approval, shrugged, and started up a conversation with me. "You should show her the game." Ian laughed. Looking at the twins, i gave them a look of confusion. Their faces lit up as they raced to their room. "Oh... The let's avoid Siren Cause She's A Satanist Game. Yep, thats a good one." I sighed sarcastically.