The Inmates Mate

Chapter Eighteen

The Inmates Mate

Chapter Eighteen

Ebony

   When I finally woke up I immediately knew I was alone in bed. I looked at the curtains on the other side of the room and was relieved to find the sun still slightly up. I knew it would be difficult for me to sleep tonight if I happened to nap all the way into dinner.

I had to wake up early for work anyways, which I am guessing Raul will take me to since I left my car at my place. I had a feeling he was going to ask me to move in full time with him so we didn't play the back and forth game of either staying at each other's place.

It's not like I wouldn't consider doing it but it was just scary to move in with a man so quickly. I realized the mate bond made it much easier for both of us to commit quickly but I still felt hesitant and often questioned whether this was going to work.

We have only had one argument since we first started seeing each other, when I asked him to leave my apartment post telling me that he was a werewolf. But I knew we were in the honeymoon phase where we enjoyed being around each other all the time and had sex frequently. I didn't know if all of that would eventually change with time; plus I had to mentally prepare for when we eventually had a bad fight resulting in yelling at each other.

It was a normal couple thing for us to do, but I was not looking forward to it when it happened. It's not like we were with each other with the thought that we could ever leave if we weren't happy anymore, not with the mate bond intertwined in our relationship. Since most human relationships involve commitment. But a small thought in one's head always says, if I am not happy I am fully capable of leaving. If I left, I would literally kill my partner.

I needed to stop thinking so hard about it all and ride our relationship out with all it's bumps along the way. I figured that's all I could do at this point.

I stretched in Raul's comfortable bed and sat up with my hair tangled behind me. I padded my way to the bathroom thinking of needing a shower since we had sex just a few hours before.

The sex was honestly the most enjoyable since our other times. Trust me, I loved it when Raul was rough with me but this time I could feel it was different between us. I not only came two times but I enjoyed the slower and loving pace that Raul took. It felt we were making love rather than just having sex which was a surprisingly different feeling.

For the first time since I have had sex I felt sex drunk. My head was constantly in the clouds and dizzy. I also couldn't help the laughs that filled the room as Raul pounded into me. It was extremely erotic and a nice feeling I will welcome in the future.

But I couldn't help the feeling I was acting stupid. I didn't like feeling stupid since I was a well educated woman but when I do I am overcome with embarrassment. I appreciated Raul assuring me that I wasn't and that I was 'adorable' in his eyes which helped me overcome the self conscious feelings that consumed me at the time.

I went to the shower since I was naked anyways. So much for new lingerie, all Raul's wolf did was rip them off my body. With those thoughts I couldn't help the small chuckle that left my lips as I stepped into warm water.

I relieved myself in the water as I looked down to see if I bled any after sex. I luckily didn't find any going down the drain, which made me feel slightly better since I seem to be getting used to Raul's large dick.

I washed myself with some body soap inside the shower he must have put some inside for me or maybe any woman that has stayed over before. With that thought I couldn't help the jealousy that naturally blossomed inside my chest and I gritted my teeth just thinking about them.