So sweet on you

Don't look.....

The crowd chanted and jittered as the members walked up the terminal; their feet heavy with trepidation. Like a wall they surrounded the small wiry boy, and tried to prevent any pictures from being taken. Nichkhun felt the back of his eyes burn as he watched Jaebums dejected figure walk in front of him. 

He was doing this for them right? So that 2pm could continue right? They all were in agreement... right? He hated every minute, every step, and knew the members would echo his sentiment. They had to do interviews, and issue apologies.

All of the last few hours had been damage control, and then denouncing their then leader. 'It wasn't fair,' chanted in his mind, as his feet clicked a slow beat to the words. Beside him he watched the hulking 6 foot Taecyeon walk forward like a man on death row. Red rimmed hopeless eyes blankly watching the circus around them. He had spent countless hours trying to convince jay to stay, and then when he had gone to JYP he had gotten down on his knees.

Jay still had left, and now they all walked closer to the inner part of the airport. The gate all of a sudden loomed before them, and before Khun knew what was happening a tired Jay was in front of him. His voice cracked as he told him he would miss him, and not to worry if he couldn't write back because of the ban on their coms. A quick but fierce hug, and a shoulder punch and Jay was over to Taecyeon. He watched as the two talked quietly, and Jay reached up to put Taec in a headlock. His outer arm swept over his face, and they angled towards the members.

Tears slipped down as the smile on Jays face cracked, and then by sheer will sucked it back in. A quick covert swipe of the hand, and all the evidence was gone. He grabbed the luggage, and walked quickly towards the ticket desk. A hush momentarily fell as the media, the fans, and the members realized he was really going to go. Nickhun looked up as a shadow passed over him, and found Taecyeon next to him. The other boy must have seen something in his face, because he slung his arm over his shoulder. His eyes averted back to Jay as he moved to walk into the gates, and to a place they couldn't go.

Darkness covered his face all of a sudden, and realized that a large hand blocked his view.

"Bol cheonman ( don't look)," the words were almost whispered.

The lump that had been in his throat all day from the moment they had woken up, and up until now broke up. Hot tears slid down his face as he mentally watched their best friend walk out of their lives. To anyone glancing their way it would look like Taecyeon was just friendly leaning on him, but as he tried to pull it together he couldn't quite pull off the illusion.

As the present Nickhun leaned against the door, he remembered that first time Taecyeon had touched him so gently. That time he had fallen in love with him, and that pure feeling of wanting to support him that had started it. The first year had been easy. He had just watched over him, and been there as a friend their relationship growing closer and closer. By the second year he had gotten selfish, and as Taec had gotten more popular his jealousy had soared. Until Jo Kwon had pulled him aside, and hit the nail on the head. He'd watched as Suzy and he filmed their kiss scene, and jealousy made his eyes intense.

A soft voice spoke from his right side, and then he'd found himself pulled from the studio. Within minutes Jo kwon had pulled everything out of him, and was lending him a sympathetic shoulder. Neither one of them had noticed Taecyeon who had belatedly trailed them, and found them just in time to see the fond laughter and quick hug. It was a moment he felt didn't include him, and oblivious to his own growing feelings he burned. So, there Nichkun stood frozen against his own door, unable to take a step for the one thing he wanted.

Taecyeon listened from his door as he heard Khun enter his room, and like a swift athlete high tailed it to the shower. Turning on the water he watched as steam fogged the glass, and his mind wandered. Nichkhun sleeping, Nickhun dancing onstage, Nichkhun wrestling on the floor, Nichkhun naked in his bed. Taecyeon shook his head as he tried to suppress the last thought, but couldn't keep it off his mind. Sweet slow kisses and moments that they would use to explore everything filled his mind. A lesser man might have put it out of his mind, and tried to explain it all away. Maybe if he was a smarter man he'd think of how the group could change, and other reasons not to think about it.

However at that time, he was just himself. Without thinking he grabbed the towel from the rack, and slid from under the spray and onto the cold floor as he strode towards Nichkhuns door. Pushing it open he found the other man pulling off his shirt to change. With a small appreciative glance he walked to him, and watched as he startled as he came face to face with a slick and sexy Taecyeon.

Nichkhun bit his lip as he took in sight that had his system revving from 0 to 60 in no time flat, and barely had time to think as he was crowded towards his wall and a soft kiss fried his brain.

Author notes:

Sorry if this seems to be all over....I just want to establish that there was a history. These two guys in real life are friends ( as we all know), but their behavior has always been like friends with no real reason to look otherwise even with the taekhun fandom. I hoped to set up a base moment that was sweet enought to turn khuns heart, but at the same time they wouldn't lose their masculine personalities. feedback is loved :) If I go to out of character I want to know thanks !!!