Devil Contract ✓

42

❝End This❞
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I SIGHED LOUDLY AND COVERED MY FACE WITH MY HANDS, it's just not that he's a liar, he's a psychopath, he used me, were all those loving moments and confessions a part of this huge lie too? I don't know if he's trustable. I don't know if I love him or hate him, am angry at him or having sympathy, I just want to be far away from him so that I won't face that tragic situation again.

What would Serab do in a situation like this? If she was here instead of me, would she take the same decision as me, or would she just let him be and forgive him? I can't. I can't think properly, my head isn't functioning well. I wanted to know the reasons why he did this, I do. I wanted to know his secrets, I do now.

But something's still missing.

Feelings. Feelings are missing. I don't know how he feels, he never opens up to me, his so-called ego is pushing him back, it's not something appreciated. Can't he just tell me about his feelings and let go? Can't he just move on?

What's so difficult about it.

My head screwed me up, I got up from the bed, feeling the necklace tied around my neck suffocate me, it felt soffocating knowing I'm having someone else's things, love—as if I own them.

I quickly opened the door, walking to his. "Open the door." I muttered, no energy left as I banged the door. He quickly opened it, I could see the redness in his eyes, he was tired, his expression was dull like mine, he was done with this, he wanted to let loose and relax.

"Keep this." I breathed out, fidgeting to pull out the necklace from my neck.

I flinched when he grabbed my shoulders and pushed me back, my back hit the staircase railing, my eyes going wide when seeing how his mood changed. "What's your problem? Why're you so stubborn? I told you everything, yet you're leaving. I told you to keep it so just f*cking keep it!"

He yelled, quickly letting go of my shoulders, he fell to the floor, sobbing as he closed his ears with his hands. "I'm tired and done with him. Nothing's working out for anyone, you're done with me too, aren't you? Just leave me. I'm the biggest a*whole you'll ever see. I know you hate me. You hate me, right?"

My heartbeat fastened as he kept muttering the same things to himself. My hands went down and I quickly crouched down in front of him, hugging him. I knew this was nothing but a mirage, he's not going to get into my head by doing this.

But still, for the time being, I'll comfort him, for the time I can, I'll be with him, if it's six days or four—

I'll spend them all with him.

If this is the end, then it's going to be happy, I'll do whatever I can. Whatever love he needs, I'll give him.

Just for these six days.

He's innocent wrapped into a devil, his devilish game of this contract—this contract, I'll break it. If he's started this devil contract, I'll finish it, if he's my devil, I'll be his angel.

All for six days.

I grabbed his face, "You love me, right?" I asked, making him nod. "Then fine. Six days. You have six days to spend with me, do whatever you want, I'll support you, if this is how it ends, I'll end it my way. I'll—" I paused, closing my eyes.

"—do whatever you want, for six days." He knitted his brows, "You—"

"Now isn't the time Jungkook. The clock's ticking." I quickly interrupted. "What is it that you want? Kiss?" I asked, waiting for a second before I kissed him, my skin crawled, I felt disgusted at myself for doing this.

He pushed me, my back landed against the railing. "What are you doing?" He asked, frowning. "Ending this hell. Six days, I'll change you. Six days, you can do whatever you want with me, but only for these six days." I said, voice shaking.

He paused for a second, before leaning forward and kissing me.