𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 ~ Regulus black x reader

23

"you want me to join a cult" I said, sat at the table of the potter mansion, in front of me was James, Lily, Remus, Sirius and Peter. Lily spoke up

"it's not a cult Y/n dear, its an organization" I growled at lily, 

"I'm not a child" 

"I know"

"then stop talking to me like I am!" I snarled, I felt a hand placed on my shoulder, I winced a little. he drew his hand away, I looked up to see Remus standing behind me,

"Y/n, we think that with your expertise, you would be a great asset to our" he looked at lily "organization" I looked up at him,

"uh, yeah sure I guess" I shrugged and winced, I looked back to see that Sirius had pulled Remus to him and was working on kissing his neck, I rolled my eyes. 

"do you two ever stop that?" James groaned,

"no. they don't" 

~~~~~~~three weeks later~~~~~~~

terror had rained on the wizarding world, everyone was panic struck and afraid. there had been multiple attacks and too many deaths to count. and me. I was stuck inside. again. it seems like my life is circling. but there was one good thing, the order of the phoenix, which I've still taken to calling a cult. Dumbledor, knowing my passion for potions, made me their potioneer. my only issue is, everyone else gets to go out and fight, and I? oh yeah. 'how bout you sit this one out Y/n' or 'we need a couple more of this potion or that potion' 'Y/n do this, Y/n do that! but don't even think about leaving because we want you to suffocate yourself from the inside out' so I stayed inside. alone. locked in my father's study, brewing. I was so deathly bored. 

but hey, you wanna know something even worse. they got married. Mr. and Mrs. Potter the perfect little couple, urgh push me off a cliff why don't you. She might be my sister in law but it didn't mean I had to like her. if anything this made me like her even less. if that was even possible. but I mean at the end of the day it is James's life and he loves her so he can do whatever the bloody hell he pleases. I was ripped from my thoughts when James burst through the door, grinning madly his hair dishevelled and glasses crooked. 

"Y/N!" I looked up from my bubbling cauldron and hummed as to let him know I was listening 

"Lily's pregnant!" I froze and muttered

"oh you've got to be kidding me" he looked at me confused

"arent you happy?"

"yeah of course" I faked a believable smile, his grin returned and he sat next to me,

"We want you to be the godmother" my eyes widened, I fumbled as I dropped my wand. 

"I'm sorry you want me to do what! James you know I'm not good with kids!" he just shrugged,

"it's just in the unlikely case that something happens to us" I sighed defeated,

"fine." 

~~~~~~nine months later~~~~~~

I sat bored in the living room with Sirius and Remus. James and Lily were currently at st mungos. having a *shudder* child.  my leg bounced with coursing anxiety as we waited. we weren't allowed to leave the mansion per dumbledore's orders because of Voldemort attacks. 

"so uh, what've you been up to Remus?" I attempted to diffuse the awkward tension.

"oh, uh, just moving into my place" I nodded

"nice nice" the awkward silence held out for a while before there was a loud commotion in the room next over. and James ran in the room looking the happiest he's ever been

"IT'S A BOY!" Sirius jumped up and punched the air 

"YES!" I rolled my eyes,

"MOONY! you owe me ten galleons" I smirked as he passed the money over. I put it in my pocket and stood, I placed my arms around James and Sirius's shoulders. 

"I'm an aunt" I smiled a little. Sirius ruffled my hair and ran,

"HEY!" I bolted after him chasing him through the house. I pounced and pinned him to the ground. I messed up his hair as he whined,

"you're so meannnnn"

"you did it first" I stood and sassily flipped my hair over my shoulder walking away. Sirius did the same and followed me.

"tell me again why I chose to make you two the godparents of my child again?" I ran over and pulled James into a headlock, 

"because you love us!" Remus snickered, I let him go and Sirius sat on Remus's lap, snuggling into him. I sat on the other end of the couch,

"so. have you guys decided on a name?" James shook his head,

"no, not yet"

"know I don't think I've ever told you, James, Y/n is a guys name too" I smirked, 

"Y/n I am not naming my child after you" I scowled,

"whatever" my face was sour as Remus laughed,

"oh shut up lupin it was worth a try," he ignored me and spoke instead,

"what about Harry? Harry Potter?" James thought for a second,

"moony that's perfect! I'm gonna go tell lily!" he jumped up and haphazardly dashed for the door 

"Please don't break my house!" I winced a little as I heard a crash. I let out a sigh. I waited until I was sure he was gone to retreat to my room. I laid on the bed starring at the white ceiling

"I need a smoke" I stood and walked over to my window, I pushed it opened and took out a cigarette, I was seconds from lighting it when I had an idea. I pushed the window up entirely and sat on the windowsill. I took a deep breath and jumped. I immediately spun around and grabbed the edge of the gutter. I let out a relieved sigh as I realized I had actually done it. I took another deep breath and pulled myself onto the roof. I rolled a bit when I got up to get away from the edge. 

"holy shit I did it" I laid on my back and pulled out the cigarette again. I lit it and took a drag. 

if there was one thing I loved about this house it was the view, there was nothing except forest around for miles, and the stars were so bright and clear. I started to feel my eyes becoming heavy. I put out my cigarette and curled up around myself, quickly falling asleep.