Haikyuu Chatfic

Cherry Blossoms Part 1 (IRL)

Use the song while reading once you reach 'Kageyama's Dream'

The lyrics in ' ' symbolize Kageyama's thoughts

Also this chapter has mentions of self-harm and suicide! so don't read if those actions make you uncomfortable.

Hinata's POV

Today was just full of me not paying attention at all, well that's normal but I would mostly just think about volleyball but today was different.

I had to talk to Kageyama about something important. Either he wanted to end our friendship or would hate me forever.

The bell rings loudly signaling that school is over, I look at the clock.

3:17 PM

I sigh loudly putting away my journal, papers, and pencils. I get up, putting my bag on my shoulder.

Normally I would dash out of class to get to the gym, but today we don't have practice and I have to talk to Kageyama today.

I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I bit my lip nervously and take out my phone.

Turning on my phone, I check the notification, A text from Kageyama.

I read the text from my home screen.

[Kageyama] go to the Sakura trees, asap.

Turning off my phone and putting it back into my pocket, I start running. I run out the school and go to the back of the school where there's a small park area that is surrounded by beautiful Sakura trees.

I sit at the small bench bitting my lip and playing with my fingers in nervousness.

'I wonder what he wants to tell me..He probably wants to end our friendship or even never want to see me again!'

My brain fills up with horrible thoughts of what Kageyama could say and do to me.

Kageyama's POV

I sprint to the small park surrounded by the Sakura trees. I really need to talk to Hinata.

I breath heavily once I get to the small park. I look up and see a beautiful sight..

Hinata sitting on the bench playing with his fingers with a cherry blossom in his hair and all around him.

Cherry blossoms falling around him, the wind gracefully ruffling his hair moving some of the cherry blossom in his hair.

I feel my face turn bright red, 'T-this dumbass made me like feel like this..'

I stare at him, He lifts up his head and sees me before turning away. I bite my lip in regret, I made him feel like this. Yamaguchi told me how he felt like durning lunch today.

~    Flashback   ~

"Kageyama!" I hear someone yell behind me. I turn to face this person's direction. "Oh Yamaguchi, what's up?" I say awkwardly.

"You're talking to Hinata, right?" He says looking at me with a serious tone in his voice.

I hesitate before nodding, he stomps slightly and pushes me into an abandoned classroom. He closes the door, there's an awkward silence and I can feel his angry aura around me. "Do you want to know how much you hurt him, you bastard?!" He finally yells, and I flinch in response.

After a bit of an awkward silence I shake my head staying quiet. "He was at my house all day! Sobbing and crying talking about how much you hurt him with your words!" He yells louder, I start seeing tears forming in his eyes and I feel so much guilt.