May The Third Be With You, 2020

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6.37pm, the living room
13 days until I move to the Crystal Empire

I've always wanted to become a writer. Like, an author, yknow? I'd write, like, super cheesy romance novels or something, not for a YA audience, but for adult women who know that they need more in a man other than werewolf tendencies or whatever the kids are into nowadays. I know that might seem surprising, but I think that's why I enjoy writing here so much. ALAS, our sweet and multifaceted heroine was not blessed with the types of interests that yielded in marketable skills, and when it came between her and her brother Ares, the family decided it was best that they pool their resources for him to further his studies in the sciences in hopes he would bring more income to their family in the long run 😭 Tragic, I know 😅

It's not like I'm jealous of Ares for getting to follow his dreams of becoming the next Elon Musk or whatever. I'm super proud of him, but it sucks that we had to choose between my future and his... And that his was more important. So here I am, slaving away at two jobs while he gets to go and learn how to make drugs.

Okay, maybe I'm a little jealous.

8.21pm, my bedroom

How tf do I tell Ed I'm moving out????? I'm kinda starting to freak out now, I decided to move to the CE on a whim, and let's be honest even if I'd taken the time to think about it I'd probably still have decided to go, but omg it's all happening so fast. Asjfjskf do it for momma, Kit. Do it for momma and Ares so that we can all be together again one day. HHHhHhhh-

Current mood: 😳🥺🤔
Current music: Cut To The Feeling - Carly Rae Jepsen
Number of times I reread the texts from Onyx: 5
Goal for tonight's stream: $50
Mom's medical bills for this month: $552.40

10.15pm, the kitchen

sksksk I was pouring myself some wine and water in a sippy cup (don't @ me, the ancient Romans considered it barbaric to drink undiluted wine, plus it makes the bottle last longer) and Ed walks in and he's like "Oh are you making yourself some dinner?" What the fuck is wrong with him who just drinks a whole tumbler of wine for dinner. I mean he was right but still lmfao

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