She stood up and looked at me. Her hair was messed up, She had dirt on her face. I looked towards her arms and i saw the cuts on here wrist there was like five on each arm and then the piece of glass in her arm. I ran up to her and she just cried in my arms.
"Em everyone is worried about you. I was trying to tell you that i am sorry. Ava came up to me and i told her that i loved you and only you." As i was telling her i was holding her and she was freezing cold. "I told her to leave me but then she kissed me. I know i should of pushed her away but i didn't and it's my fault why you are out here. I haven't eaten in a week and today because i was so worried about you. I am blaming myself and i really am sorry Em. I understand if you still wanna break up with me." She looked up at me with her sad eyes.
" I should be the one saying sorry because i should of gave you a chance to tell me your side but i didn't. You are my first boyfriend. I am sorry for not letting you tell me. I do still wanna go out with you because it's my fault why i am here."
"Babe you are wrong it's my fault." I kissed her on the lips and then called the police and i told them that they need to call ambulance. Five minutes passed and they found us i told them i will follow them to the hospital.I called her friends and Cole and they told me that they were all heading to the hospital. I kept pacing back and forth in the family waiting room. I heard the door open and i look up to see her friends, my friends and Cole come in.
"Is she ok?" Everyone asked at the same time.
Well um... she hasn't eaten anything or drank anything for two weeks and umm,,, well i found cuts on both of her arms. Five cuts on each wrist." I didn't know how to tell people that she cut herself with glass but i have too." When i got there she a piece of glass in here hands and two cuts were bleeding. She was cutting herself in the woods."Cole was in tears and her friends were shocked. I walked into the conor and my friends followed me.
" Hey are you ok." Chris asked me.
"No i am not i found her in the fucking woods guys. She was cutting herself because of me. We talked about and i told her we are stilling dating but... " I don't remember what happened. Next thing i hear Em, her friends and mine even Cole . I slowly open my eyes.
" What happened" I asked with a scratchy voice
" You fainted while talking to us Blaze." I looked at Em.
" Em shouldn't you be in a hospital room."
" I should but when i heard that you fainted i had to see you.The doctor came in and told us you haven't eaten or drank anything in a week. Babe why haven't you eaten or drank anything that's not good." She looked worried.
" Ummm.. because i was so worried about you baby. You scared me and i was trying to find you and that was the only important thing. Finding you was the only thing on my mind and I feel bad because for the first week we all thought that you stayed home but i thought you were avoiding me. I should of found you a week ago but i am stupid and i waited two weeks to find you.You could of died out there." I had tears in my eyes. Em came up to me and kissed me on my lips and hugged me
"Babe it's not your fault i was the one who ran away and didn't come back. You found me and that's all what matters right now." Em went back to her room and Cole and her friends followed them and my friends stayed with me.
" we are both sorry" I was confused why they were saying sorry to me
" Guys why are you saying sorry. You guys didn't do anything bad." Chris went to the window and i could tell he was holding back tear.
" We should of known that you weren't eating and drinking. We should of been there for you but we weren't" Alex said.
" Guys it's my fault why everything happened. I needed to fix it and you guys had a right to be mad at me. You shouldn't be sorry for ny mistake."
"We are all best friends. We should stick together no matter what.I am just glad you are ok."
"Guys lets do our hand shake." A couple of hours past and i was able to leave the hospital. I visited Em before i left.She has to stay.When i got home i found my mom on the couch.
"Hey mom what are you doing up. It's 12 am"
"I didn't know where you were and i needed to make sure you came home."
"Sorry mom. I was at the hospital because i found Em in the woods and then i fainted so i has to stay there longer. I am ok."
"Blaze you should of called me i would of went there. I am glad you found her but i think you need to make it up to her" my mom said.
"I know i really feel bad about it. What can i do to make it up to her?"
"You should ask her friends what she loves to do and make it happen. You guys missed you 2nd anniversary because of everything."
" Thanks mom. That's what i am gonna do" I said happily.
I kissed her goodnight and went to bed.The next morning i texted the guys to meet me at the cafe with their girlfriends. I walked into the cafe and saw the them in the corner. I walked towards them and sat down.
"Where is Emerald." Rose asked me.
"I didn't want her to come. I wanted to talk to you guys." They all looked confused." I know i messed everything up and i want to make it up to her.I was wondering what she loves to do."
"She loves the beach. But she hasn't been there since...She hasn't been there in a years and i know it doesn't seem long but the beach was her favorite spot." Winter told me.
"Why is it so special to her?" Rose and Winter looked at each other.
"That's for her to tell you. It's not our story to tell."Rose said.I gave her puppy eye's but she said i would have to ask Emerald. When i got home i went to bed and i couldn't stop thinking about what Rose said. What is so special to her and why hasn't she been there. I couldn't take it anymore and i went to the hospital and opened her door and walked in.
"Emerald why is the beach so special to you but you don't go there anymore"? I asked and i feared she was gonna yell at me for asking
" If you really want to know i will tell you the whole story but not here. I am getting out of here tomorrow" she said with a fake smile on her face.
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My Feelings Are Confusing
Romance"Well because i am half wolve, fairy and mermaid i could of up to three mates. It's rare but it could happen.It happened to my mother but rose and Winter only saw one of them because i didn't want you guys to get the wrong idea of my mother." I said...
