"I raped her and it was so good."
"WHAT DID YOU DO" I yelled I am so pissed. I used my powers and set him on fire.
"How dare you do that." I could hear him scream.
"Payback sucks." I stopped the fire and i froze him and ran to Angel. I got to the door but i was stopped
"Baby you need to relax before you go in there.You don't need to lose control" Bella said
"Please put your hands on my back to calm me down please" they walked up to me and did as i asked.I soon calmed down and thanked them.I walked in and looked at her and i could feel tears coming but i stop and pushed them away
"Boss she will have scars on her body, she was raped, she has broken ankle and she might have nightmares and she might be scared of people."
"Thanks doc you may go" I walked up to her and i sat next to her on the chair.I can't believe she is here because of me.She probably hates me.
"COLE, Come here " I yelled in mindlink
"What's up boss"
" I need you to put guards and the only people aloud to see her is my mates, you and Max and that's it.I am gonna stop seeing her and avoid her.She probably hates me now.Do not even argue."
"Yes boss"
"I need paperwork in my office asap"
"Yes boss." I got up and kissed her and walked to my office. I sat down and did paperwork...
That's what i did for two weeks i eat, slept and showered. I know she didn't wanna see me.I heard my door open and i looked up and saw my mates,
"Hey babes and baby"
"Em baby. You have to go and see her you know that right."Bella said as she sat on my lap.
"I know she doesn't wanna see me"
"She is having nightmares and the only people that can get close to her is really no one.Max and Bella try helping her but everytime she wakes up from her nightmares she runs in the corner and yells please don't hurt me and when she is having panic attack which happens every two hours she doesn't want anyone touching her" Ace said
"What makes you think i can help her" I asked
"Baby she wants to see you she has been trying to get to you.She knows you are blaming yourself and she wants you to know it's not her fault." Blaze said
"Guys it my fault why she is like this.Greg is dead but i have let so many people get hurt because of me.Everyone around me gets hurt so i think i am gonna let you three take over" as i was talking i turned around to face the window"people keep getting hurt because of me and all of you have each other.I am gonna leave tomorrow morning." I had tears in my eye and i can feel them falling down my face."Please just leave you aren't gonna change anything." I heard the door close and i started balling my eyes out.I am the reason why my parents died i am the reason why Jackson has scars i am the reason why Angel is hurt.As i was thinking the door opened
"Emerald you can't step down i know you are hurt but this gang needs to." Rose said. Why you haven't heard from a long time is Rose and Winter with both their boyfriends went on a trip and they got back today.
"Emerald we aren't letting you leave" Winter said
"Guys i love you and trust me i don't either but you guys or my mates could get hurt. I don't want anyone getting hurt because of me. Please just go." I was still facing the window and i heard the door close. I kept crying until an hour later. My door open fast.
"Mommy" I heard i turned around and i saw Angel
"You can't go you can't leave and you need to stop blaming yourself for everything.You are strong mommy. Yes people got hurt but think" As she was talking my mates, Rose, Winter and her boyfriends came in" about it. You didn't stop when people you loved got hurt or taken away. I heard stories for the past week how you helped mommy when she was about to get raped by a guard, You saved Jackson from Greg and how you captured him, I heard about daddy Ace and how you saved him and how brave you were when he couldn't look at you,you were strong and how about me.When you knew i was taken your mates told me how you didn't eat or sleep knowing i was missing and i was missing for five months. I know things don't go the way you want them but you never gave up on anyone.I don't wanna lose you."Angel said. At this point i was crying
"You know you are the smartest seven year old out their." She giggled
"See Emerald you think it's your fault but you never gave up and if you gave up we all weren't have been here with you." Jackson said
"I am lucky to have everyone and fine i will stay."Everyone ran to me and we did a group hug
"Am i interrupting something" I looked up and saw Matt.
"Alpha Matt hi and no you aren't. We are having the party today and everything is ready."
" I was wondering where you were but lets go and have fun."LETS GOOOO" I yelled and ran to the party....
The next day...
YOU ARE READING
My Feelings Are Confusing
Romance"Well because i am half wolve, fairy and mermaid i could of up to three mates. It's rare but it could happen.It happened to my mother but rose and Winter only saw one of them because i didn't want you guys to get the wrong idea of my mother." I said...
