Depressed

Toxic and Hurt

I know what it feels like to be hurt. People think they know what it means when people tell them they are hurt but they don't know the deep meaning! People assume it's not that bad or they got hurt with or by something but that's not always true. People say they are depressed but are they really? Because if you're depressed you try to hide it so when people say they are hurt listen to them! And comfort them no matter the cost! I use to be hurt so I bottled my emotions and hid inside my skin I really wished I didn't do that because I would have been out of a toxic friendship early and realize who my real friends were but I was to blind I just wanted to be around the older ones even thought she/he only took my phone and was glued to it and I wish I saw that red flag A little earlier but that's what happens you get hurt and don't realize you worth so you are stuck in a maze trying to find the way out. Like you are so loyal in this friendship and they are out there spreading rumors about you but when there is a rumor about them you protect them you get hurt mentally and emotionally. You hide away from the truth because you are scared and you should really know you are so much more than that! You can be the best side of yourself if they don't hurt you! Be around people that won't hurt you because you will never be the same if they keep doing it to you. I felt hurt so bad I started to cut I was unstably cutting my wrist and I hated that It felt so good! But I stopped because I got out of that toxic relationship so I was no longer hurt and I wasn't being controlled nor being used for my money because if someone does that to you they have been hurt thru a relationship or childhood even a friendship so they do it to someone else to feel like they have power when you have power over yourself and they can't do that to you because it's unfair on what you have worked so hard on! I hope you know that there are people here for you so talk to them! Because if you can't talk to your own so-called friends then they aren't your friends!

Know your friends from your fake friends! Because that will help a lot!