the way you make me feel *Roger Taylor*

roger

Well this is interesting, Abby's passed out drunk alongside Freddie. I never thought of Abby being the one to get pissed like that, but I guess I was wrong. She seemed wild tonight, something about her I had never seen before.

Annie showed up and went into Brian's embrace, which grossed me out because they were all touchy and shit. I felt the drunken effects from the alcohol drinks I had, but it wasn't strong or anything.

"Oh Jesus, Abby never usually passes out like that," Annie says as she taps her on the shoulder.

Abby shoots up and starts laughing hysterically. She looks up and down the room scanning everything. I could see the drunken effects in her eyes. She smiled and me and came to the other side of the table.

"Abby what are you-"

Those were the only words I could get out before I had her sitting in my lap. This got me aroused, yet I knew it was wrong.

"Take me home Roger," she slurred in my ear.

I didn't want her going to her house alone, so I decided I'd take her to my flat. I picked her up and set her down, not even seconds later she starts falling over. I caught her immediately and helped her through the loud and crowded pub.

I helped her into my car, I realized she wasn't wearing a jacket, so I grabbed my spare one from the backseat and draped it around her body. I heard soft and gentle snores escaping her lips every few seconds which made me chuckle a bit.

I picked her up and set her up to unlock the door. I picked her up again and carried her into my bed. That's when she sat up and gave me a smirk.

"I know you want me," she grinned.

Oh god, I can't keep myself restrained for too long. I do want her, so bad. I can't believe her shitfaced self is tempting sex.

She pulled me onto the bed and started rubbing my back and shoulders. Then she climbed into my lap and tried to kiss me. I dodged, which was the hardest thing to do in my life. I picked her up and sat her back on the bed and told her to go to sleep. She scoffed and faced away me.

I sighed and went to the living room where I immediately crashed and fell asleep.

••

By the time I woke up it was morning, I got up and went into my bedroom where I saw Abby still asleep in my bed. I sat next to her and watched as she slept ever so peacefully. Her chest going up and down as she took gentle breaths.

Then she started to squirm and open her eyes. She gave a warm smile then closed her eyes. She then jolted up and her eyed went huge, her mouth went wide, and her body went stiff.

"Did we-"

"No, I took you here after we went to the pub because I didn't want you going home alone. Annie came there after you passed out, and I knew she wouldn't want to leave early. I slept on the couch." Her smile came back and she looked relieved.

"l don't know what to say, how did you not shag me?" She raised an eyebrow.

"You wanted to shag me. I was so tempted, but I didn't because I know you don't want guys like me."

Her smile faded and a look of guilt came on her face. I felt so bad for saying that, but it was true. She really didn't want to date me or even give me a chance.

"Yes, you're right. Sorry for ruining your evening last night. I'll go," she said quickly. Next thing I knew I heard the front door shut and then silence.

I felt bad, but it was the truth. I shouldn't have said that, but I didn't really know what else to say. She was in my bed, so what is the first thing she's going to think? I sighed as I heard another knock at the door. I went to answer it and to my surprise it was Abby.

"Abby-"

"I just need my purse," she said quietly. I nodded and let her in. I grabbed her purse and handed it to her. She thanked me and went out the door once again.

I sighed and sat down with my head in my hands not sure of what to think or do. No matter how much I fucking wanted her, she doesn't want to be with me. I can't take advantage of her while she's drunk like that, but I felt the need to restrain myself last night.

She seemed to get nervous when I told her she begged me for sex. Maybe it's happened to her before? I guess we'll never know.